“You know, there are some in Heaven who still believe, despite his mistakes, that Castiel's heart was always in the right place.”
#TriggerWarning
(18+ writer)
Eyes which were focusing on anything /but/ Adam quickly snapped over to him once the question was asked.
"/No/!! I would make the same choices /over/ and /over/ again if it means ending up with you!
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Helping them to their feet, interlocking fingers once they're up
"I like you because you're the kindest, most understanding person I've ever met.
I'm /fucked/ up, yet you still stay and try to help me sort all that out. My life has been /hell/, but you.../you/ make it worth it"
"Ok, /and/? Heaven sucks balls. Source, I was stuck with the guy in charge for /thousands/ of years.
So stop blaming yourself for realkzing that."
A grunt as he stands up, offering his hands to the other.
"You wanna know /why/ I like you?"
Their head turns towards Adam as he laughs, brows furrowing in confusion.
"I'm...I'm really /not/. I went against heaven, that /makes/ me a /bad/ person-"
It's his turn to be silent now, blankly staring before laughing.
"You're shitting me, /right/?! /You/?! /Not/ a good person?!
Sammy, you're the /greatest/ person I /know/."
"Suppose I am."
More silence, hands fidgeting with each other.
"I've just...been thinking. About everything.
I'm.../not/ a good person. Why...why do you /like/ me?"