dawg I'm still fucking tripping from last night. that third tab at 7pm was a very silly idea. I don't regret it one bit, but it's quite the feeling to get a full night's sleep and wake up to the shadows still moving around.
First day at #furality was great. Lots of technical difficulties, but still off to a great start. So glad I got to see @ivycomb live.
I honestly needed this so bad. I haven't been in VR in a bit and getting to be my cowgi again really reversed a lot of my depression.
lost track of what the fuck I'm fighting for. Not really looking forward to anything, even though I have stuff planned that's supposed to be good for me.
I'm not driven, I'm not inspired, I just sleep all day and feel miserable. Even hurting myself barely feels like anything.
Thought crimes are real and I need to be more ashamed of myself. How fucking dare I have these things in my head. I'm sick and wrong and need to be purged.
my bsky got suspended, probably for being too loud of a proshipper. Lmfao I guess. Happy fucking pride.
who's still here? who still uses twitter that I can interact with?
This year has been truly incredible, marked by my very first steps into the VR lap dance / dancing scene. I discovered an entire universe and a beautiful community that welcomed me, supported me, and helped me grow more than I ever expected.
To everyone I meet and share moments with every day, staff and guests alike thank you from the bottom of my heart. I wish you all a wonderful new year, filled with happiness and good health.
Recording by MyManaFlex at @SinnersGardenVR
@Stedilnik Eheheheheheheh gosh thinking of the shenanigans she could get up to possessing him. What an experience that must be. What lovely crunching sounds he must make
The SCP Foundation unintentionally creating cognitohazard for LLMs and it causes a techbro to have cyberpsychosis is the most SCP thing that ever happened
@datLucario And then you have to spend the rest of your life either believing you're a monster or trying as hard as you can to "limit your power level" because you can't stand the manipulative thing you've become.