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These past months have been the worst months of my life, and the haunting doesn’t seem to have an end, so here i am again, I’ll be clearer this time…
I have NOT abused anyone and everything is literal lies and/or taken out of context.
I thought I’d update you all on what has happened since the initial Twitter post from Felicia ”Fellyant” with some more info.
I already told the relationship overview and timeline in the previous post so.
Leading up to her post, she was very jealous over me talking to someone new. About 3 people at the time knew about Michelle and I talking and she somehow figured it out. She posted her tweet at 4am with 11 followers. Shortly after a newly created Discord account posts her tweet in Michelle’s Discord saying:
”anyone associated with this would look dead wrong”.
It did not seem to go into any other Discords.
Michelle also got spammed on social media by burner accounts harassing her.
Besides Felicia wanting to also take down Echo which I in my prev post told about, this was also about jealousy and obsession.
”If I can’t have him no one can” kinda thing, ruining my reputation so that anyone associated with me would be doing the same.
I also learned after she did this that Felicia, shortly before her Twitter post, had been talking to my mom on snapchat. Saying things like: ”I can’t wait to see you guys, maybe we can go to ur summerhouse or something”.
Dreamhack winter was about a month ago, and guess who showed up to harass me and Michelle? She stood by the only exit of the bar waiting for me, knowing eventually I’d pass as the place was closing in 20 minutes.
She didnt stand there about to leave, she stood there waiting without her jacket. She came up to us and started saying she:
”wants her things from my house”, which must’ve just been an excuse to come up and have something to say.
I do not have anything of hers in my house and the breakup was over a year ago. I didn’t say a word to her, but Michelle stepped infront and talked to her and repeatedly asked her to leave, which SURPRISE, she refused.
She started calling Michelle a whore, a secretary, and some other weird shit.
I took out my phone to start recording the whole ordeal but she instantly snatched my phone from my hands to prevent it.
What she didn’t know was that Michelle started recording on her phone pretty quickly after she came up to us, so we have most of it on video, not to mention the other people there with us, that had the displeasure of witnessing it.
I later got a dm from Felicias friend confirming she planned to come up to us.
It was extremely violating and disturbing to be ambushed by someone who put me through all this garbage. Instant trauma.
Few days after Dreamhack I got a Discord dm from her. Asking for me to remove her number from a food app ”foodora” and typing as if shits normal? I don’t even have the app… So she just tried to talk to me again or what?
I have absolutely zero understanding of how she can reach out so casually after not only literally plotting and executing a plan to run my life into the ground, but now also after storming up irl trying to make a scene and shitting on Michelle.
Felicia also lied to people around me and pretended we were still together for at least 6 months after we had broken up, which I heard from for example Meeres, whose girlfriend was hanging out with Felicia on the daily, bonding over their awesome boyfriends, apparently.
What was also mentioned in the first tweet I made was that I did go to therapy following the accusations. What I didn’t mention though, because echo recommended I didn’t add it, was that the therapist told me, after just hearing about the relationship, that I had been dealing with a narcissist and asked me if I knew what it was and showed me some circle about narcissistic abuse.
Moving on.
Echo told me the day I got terminated that:
”It doesn’t matter if the 3rd is true or not, because we said anything else and you’re out”.
Which I completely understand, so how about you don’t put Jeathe (the HR person for Echo) live on stream the day before to tell everybody that watched exactly those words…
Next day you have a new complaint that you gladly inform the world about on Twitter, without any details whatsoever ofc, and you’re now rid of the problem.
Good job to Echo, they’ve identified a repeat offender and eliminated it, nice.
well, except for the fact that Echo had EVERY SINGLE PIECE OF INFORMATION about me and Felicia in 2023, and came to the conclusion that I wasn’t an abusive bastard and that I should stay in the guild.
Turns out in fact that Felicia was quite an abusive bastard, and had she called the police to explain the situation, she would have had to say:
”well I showed up unannounced in his country, at his house, after he specifically told me the day before that he doesn’t want me at his house, then I stayed for almost a week and in the end, despite him breaking up with me and asking me to leave on repeat, I refused and demanded to stay another night, in fact I got so angry with him that I started throwing things directly at him, slamming doors and destroying things. He didnt like that so he tried to escort me out the house, but I ran to the bathroom, locked the door, and called his parents to come pick me up.”
Otherwise, she would indeed be lying.
Evidently, Twitter was the better choice because holy fuck the damage she caused with this right before the race, basically forcing me to step down even if deemed innocent a year ago already, as the drama cloud was so massive now that it couldn’t be brought to the RWF (discussed between me, Scripe, Roger & Jeathe).
That didn’t even get to happen tho, as the next day I woke up thrown completely under the bus by Echo and left with no real way forward, cause what on gods green earth do you mean you received a new message, didn’t investigate it, but goodbye.
Never heard from them again.
The day I got terminated I woke up and had been removed from everything, including the MDI discord literally created by me (later gave lead to meeres), with just me, Meeres, Gingi, Naowh & Clickz.
So apparently Echo had a talk with my team first, and made sure to scare them shitless, to the point where they were convinced to erase our entire histories before I’d get to hear about it.
Old servers, current servers, all direct messages going back almost 10 years, everything gone.
Anyway…
Two months of despair and darkness later, I start streaming;
I played with some friends here and there, but quickly found out that Echo now forbids their players to play and interact with me.
If they do, they get a quick dm saying: ”Either you play with Kenn or you play with Echo”.
Basically telling people that playing with me is a quick guildkick.
I know Echo players have tried to get Echo to give them more information about the ”3rd accusation” or just the whole thing in general, but well, they refuse.
Apparently the MDI team had been told in the beginning that they would get to know what the third thing was ”in some weeks” and now Echo for some reason changed their minds about telling them.
Rogerbrown (co-owner of Echo) specifically has been walking around and telling people ”Yeah he is just milking it while he can, he has nothing to lose”.
Bitch I have everything to lose… Just because you stopped acting like humans and slandered me with no shame, doesn’t mean that I dont still feel plenty.
I stream and show my face on Twitch daily because I know I haven’t been a dogshit person. I’m not worried about whatever a ”3rd thing” may be, because there simply isn’t one…
Have I stepped on some peoples toes during my 30 years on this planet, clearly, but no fucking way should I have to walk around like a criminal having my friends face an ultimatum about keeping their jobs just from playing keys with me…
As if having one of your players do a 16grim batol with Lyskanon is gonna send your organization to the grave??
Its inhumane and honestly just fucking weird.
But ey, here we are,
i've been dealing with it and keeping my head down looking forward, trying to enjoy myself meeting new people while getting ready to compete once again in TGP.
Or so I thought..
Yesterday Ayije had a talk with Echo’s team about their disband and mentioned to meeres that he was going to come and play Aug with us, Kira Crims Yarrgi and me, basically the team I’ve spent the last 2 months with, and as it was mentioned, Meeres brought up for Ayije that perhaps he should doublecheck if Kenn could even play in the tournament, seemingly insinuating that he knew more.
I didn’t think it could be the case and I didnt wanna believe it, but I dm’d a contact anyway who then told me they’d poke somebody,
and holy fuck dude an email actually spawned.
Stating that as of today, I’m now suspended from competition indefinitely.
I’m certainly done with hoping and wishing,
but given the chance I’d love for nothing more than to be able to continue playing and live a life where I don’t have to prove I didn’t do something that didn’t happen.
My heart and soul is burning a hole through my chest and I have absolutely no clue where something like this leaves me.
Spreading joy and excitement through competition has single-handedly been the purpose of my life so far,
understatement of the year would be to say im fully fucking devastated
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Twitter is so ass. Nothing but people yelling loudly about the latest thing to be upset about so you click their shit. Log the fuck out and realise it all means nothing. Share some pet pics ❤️ debating between getting cats or dogs.
@Zaeliaa She is just farming points on you. Keep chin up. Focus on RWF. You are beast. ❤️
I generally dont talk about my personal life in public but heres my side
My ex and I met in 2021 and our relationship did not start out in normal fashion or how it probably ”should be”. It was imbalanced from start where she really wanted for us to be in a committed relationship and I was basically convinced into it. Not ideal and I should perhaps have known better but at that time I didn’t.
She wanted things to move very fast, such as trying to move into my house, looking for jobs in Denmark behind my back, ”expecting” to be able to live at my place if she found one.
Also just showing up unannounced at times, kinda problematic since she went from Sweden to Denmark and I had no choice but to let her in and ”hang out”.
I was in a relationship that obviously didn’t feel right and I tried to talk to her about it multiple times. I would ask her ”Do you think that what we have is good? Don’t you think there is something wrong?” and she’d respond with things in line with ”No, I don’t. All couples fight and its completely normal to have problems”, and I obviously felt like, yea sure, but aren’t you supposed to fix the problems.
Most often when I came to her with a problem it was like she started crying before I even got the first sentence out and from that point it was just impossible.
What we’d normally fight about was me letting her know our ”relationship” wasn’t working for me, and then she’d say that I didn’t try or put enough effort in. If the ”putting in effort” is a person having to pretend to feel something they don’t, then thats kinda cooked, and generally I’d have to hear some version of her loving me so so much as if thats supposed to be enough to justify staying together.
Another decently relevant thing we fought about was about her staying at my place. She would come and stay at my place and legit never leave.
The First time we met each other I went to her for a short weekend. Then she asked if she could come with me home, which well she did, and then she stayed for a month.
After about 5 days I started asking ”sooo.. what’s the plan”. I started to hint ”Do u not think it’s time to go home?”. Anyway, somehow she ended up staying a month.
The days leading up to her departure in general was always miserable and awkward, as she was either blissfully ignoring time and space, basically living an eternal vacation in my home, or being upset with me for bringing up the fact that perhaps its time to head back home to Sweden..
At some point we had a talk about her coming here again. I told her ”You need to book a trip home before coming.” as a requirement, and she did.
On the day she had to leave though she was ”too sick” to go home. Headache or something similar. And I was like… ”ok, wait until u feel better”, expecting her to actually leave once she did, which she didn’t. So I asked her what’s her plan, waiting for her to leave. The days after she was supposed to leave, but didn’t, she didn’t speak to me about it at all. I didn’t wanna speak to her either until she would basically tell me she had a plan for leaving again, so we walked around in silence for a few days.
She said that every time she left she felt like she left for good. Like it was the last time. Honestly there was probably a reason she felt that way. I just wasn’t ever really happy with the whole thing. The dating or ”relationship” was clearly off.
We had a fight which resulted in me driving away. I needed space and it’s not like she would have left even if I asked.
That time she called my parents in panic, crying, saying that she was worried about me hurting myself or ”doing something bad”, ”worrying for my life”. I had never given off any reason to where she would believe that, if anything I had been mega reassuring in the past that I never could hurt myself or similar while having other random conversations.
Our fights were many and frustrating with sometimes yelling from both sides, mostly they were awkward, never violent.
As mentioned we had issues with her not wanting to talk about our problems, not leaving my house etc, so I tried to come up with something.
I arranged to meet up in Copenhagen, to talk in a neutral space, so we could actually part ways after it. Closer to her home so she could feel a bit more comfortable with engaging in a conversation about our problems, instead of bunkering up in my house cause she feels bad, basically trapping us both. I tried to talk to her about it but it didn’t quite work out as planned and somehow we ended up on ”fine let’s try again then” even though she knew what I actually wanted (to part ways).
The last fight we had was basically about everything that’s included in here. She showed up unannounced after we had spoken on phone the day before, I wanted her to leave my house and she refused. We argued and I was mindful about how I was acting and careful. But I literally said ”I don’t want to be together” and her response was ”why does it always have to be your way or the highway!”, well because it takes two people to be in a relationship, but I guess I was a prisoner and she made that very clear.
It sort of escalated with yelling and at some point she got so angry she quarterback threw her wallet at me. This was for sure a line crossed for me emotionally and it made me walk up to her and I said in her face ”leave now”. We stood there basically just staring at each other, she was NOT leaving. So I grabbed her upper arms moving towards the door like a bouncer at a club trying to escort someone too drunk out. She said ”don’t touch me”, I let go and asked her ”well what the fuck do you want me to do then? Call the police?”. Which she responded to with full ridicule.
She then instead proceeded by going into the bathroom, took a shower or whatever she actually did (not leaving). So I grabbed a sack while she had locked herself in and started putting her things in it so that when she could come out she could just leave. I put the sack on a chair, was calm again, then she came out of the shower, I told her I packed her things and she told me she had called my parents in the bathroom and that they were on their way. After that she started unpacking what I had packed. She took out one of her bras from the sack and put it back in my drawer. I of course didn’t want it and it was honestly just so insanely disturbing how out of touch i felt she was with the situation..
I went to her again like the doorman that I apparently was, trying to steer her out the house and this was when she threw herself on the ground not wanting to go, and i was just standing there watching her not sure what to do.
After this she went into the bathroom again, and I set up my phone to record from the kitchen because things started to feel really strange, but nothing happened until my parents showed up 10 minutes later since she was in the bathroom those entire 10 minutes.
(The thing she said about the door slamming was when she went to the bathroom. She was the one who slammed the door first, which I thought about since it was my door and I like my things intact. But then I slammed another door in some weird response cause I guess yeah we slamming doors now.)
My parents arrived, I talked to my dad in the kitchen giving him a rundown about what had happened. My mom went and talked to her and then they somewhat started packing her things together while my dad and I went outside for a while. They then took her home to their place where she’d stay until the train home would leave.
The option of me leaving to get some air was gone since last time I left she made my parents think I was suicidal.
The option of calling the police on her was ridiculed by her. She’d laugh it off and shame me for even having the thought. But this was clearly the right thing to do in hindsight and I wish I did.
As soon as she threw something at me, in my eyes I saw her as nothing but a home invader trespasser squatter whatever u name it.
I offered to drive her to the train station, I offered to drive her to nearby hotel and buy a room for her, but it wasn’t good enough, she begged me to stay in the house another night, refused to accept anything other than exactly that. I also called her mom asking for help to make her leave. They had a talk but nothing came out of it.
I regret trying to remove her myself instead of calling the police. My way wasn’t the best way either.
Moving on. We clearly broke up and that was when she started telling people I abused her. It did not take longer than her getting home before it started. She started telling wow players, people I knew, and basically anybody that would listen.
I didn’t know what to do and after a week-ish of fighting, I asked if she wanted to meet to potentially see more eye to eye so I asked if we could talk and I drove to Sweden after she agreed.
Half way there I was afk charging my car, she said that she wasn’t sure if this was a good idea so I asked her if she wanted me to turn around and she said no.
When I arrived she said ”lets go for a walk and leave our phones inside I don’t wanna be recorded”, she wanted to take a walk in the middle of the night and I wasn’t feeling that so we ended up sitting and talking in my car for hours. I made it very clear immediatly, that i had zero intentions of ever going into a romantic relationship with her again, and expressed my remorse with how I tried to remove her from my house, even if I had my reasons it was handled poorly and not the right way to go, (like I said before I should have called the police). We ended on ”good terms”.
Couple weeks later I had to go to the Race to world first in Växjö and I drove past where she lives and we talked for an hour ish.
During this hour she broke down crying to me telling me about all these people planning ”bad things to you and echo”. She was crying about what she had done, feeling the omega remorse and gave the impression that she wanted to fix what she broke. She showed me screenshots and texts of people basically plotting against Echo, and this Klara person specifically wanted my ex to lead the charge.
Here we ended up on the same side, us vs the Plotters. And off I went to växjö for RWF.
A few weeks after that she went and took a test to see if she had the same gene as a family member and if she had it she would have to do some medical things about it. She called me and told me about this and said that she wanted me to be there for the process, doctors meetings etc. She pretty much said that I was the one she wanted with her, that she trusted the most.
I went twice to Sweden to be with her during those doctor visits but things were getting a little weird, as if she was hoping to reform a relationship.
After this she kept pushing some sort of contact asking to spend my birthday together at my place, with me and my family. I turned her down and she started acting weirder. For example talking to one of my best friends and teammate, Clickz, sending him selfies etc all with her wearing my old shirts.
So pretty much the past months we have been on somewhat good terms with her wanting to connect and her being remorseful etc. Until I kinda started seeing someone and she probably started picking up on small things. I wasn’t sure how to break the connection completely with her as it was a sensitive case, but I knew I had to if I wanted to respect the new ”situation” /person I was dating.
This was around when she started overly dming Clickz and acting weird in general.
A few weeks passed, I kept dating this person who also happens to be a streamer. So what happened recently was that we had been playing on stream and in voice. So the timing here kinda sus, as we know she watched the stream and once tried to join a dungeon with us (live on twitch).
Take from this what you want, the entire situation was completely fried.
I am aware that I should have realized faster that we shouldn’t see each other at all, I realized a bit too late and then every time I wanted to end things she made me feel like I would collapse her entire world if I left her.
After a while I think at some point I also started wondering if she was right about what was normal in a relationship and if I was as ”silly” as she made me out to be.
I’ve realized in the past months it’s definitely not normal to struggle as much as we did.
Last detail worth mentioning:
I did in fact go speak to a therapist, the therapist she claimed I never went to. I told them the truth and the full story including the exact physicality of things in the name of self improvement and not wanting to waste my own time now that I was there anyway.
This relationship wasn’t easy for any of us and I can imagine it must have been frustrating being her as well, I guess in a way not getting the love someone in a relationship should get.
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