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tw ed | veg | relapsing | 26 | gemini ☼ libra ↑ aquarius ☽ | mood boards

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kinda love how i relapse every summer. at least i am skinnier during the season where i can’t hide under clothes

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did anyone rly think i could leave this place for good lol what a joke

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i’m backkkkk bitches

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@mishToast i’m finally making some today & i’m so excited 🥰

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i’ve had such a bad month & i literally just want some fun girlie friends to come drink apple cider mimosas with me ☹️

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@orthorexicbaby ill be waiting for u <333

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@aestethicck ugh i’m sorry 💔 ik it sucks 😔

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me: *tries to make plans with friends by suggesting a fun activity*
them: yassss omg please!!!
me: *tries to set an actual date/time*
them: 🦗🦗🦗🦗🦗

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i just want someone to care about me bc i hate myself and if nobody else cares about me then literally why am i here. ive been fighting depression and anxiety and eds and suicidal urges for over half of my life and no one is even proud of me or happy that i’m still here

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recovery tiktok be like “here are a million pics of me at my lw.... anyways here is the NEDA hotline take care of urself bby” lmao

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literally why would u post this

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@minime_x thank you 🤍🤍🤍

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i feel like i should delete this acct. its so bad for my mh seeing all of the triggering shit on here and it kind of represents a part of my life i’m trying to leave behind. but sometimes it’s my only outlet & i need to talk to ppl who understand :/

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mood all weekend: crying and throwing up

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i am so sad and so hungry and so tired i just feel so empty

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i love my tt friends though they are so supportive and caring and accepting of exactly who i am. i’ve literally never had support and reassurance like this. i manifested these people into my life and they are incredible 🥺

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i be having a whole ass mental breakdowns at least once a weekend in front of these people i didn’t even know 31 days ago and everyone else is like 🤠🤠🤠 girl if u don’t run to therapy rn

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we do a lot of emotional reflection in teacher training and it’s so heavy and hard for me rn

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i really hope that all of the young people on here take the chance to recover while they can still remember life without an ed :/

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and yes i’ve had the horrible realization that i’ve been this way for over half of my life now and the ratio will only continue to get bigger until i die bc i will never recover. yes. fuck this ed.