Quit waiting for motivation, you’re acting like a loser. Set the alarm. Get out of bed. Train your body. Feed it real food. Keep your house clean. Handle your responsibilities before they become problems. Spend less than you earn. Build skills every single day. Decide who you want to be and earn that identity through your actions. Outwork your excuses. Stay disciplined when nobody is watching. Rest when it makes you stronger, not because you got uncomfortable. Walk with confidence. Say what you mean. Commit fully. Laugh when things get hard. Time doesn’t slow down for anyone. Pain is part of the deal. So is growth. People with fewer advantages have built incredible lives. You can too. Nobody gets a free pass. Nobody is disqualified. Keep showing up.
Stop consuming information. Start digesting experience. Sit with the memories of your life and let yourself actually register + process wtf has actually happened. All of the answers you're looking exist inside you. You never see them cause you scroll an infinite feed that open 100s of more tabs in your mind everyday (all useless info) and all the important signals get drowned out (your emotionally charged life experiences). This is why your emotions have become so dull because they exist so far beyond the surface and have been submerged by for you page slop. Sit still, have courage to trust yourself. The discomfort is only stimulation withdrawal. What you need to know and work through will arise on it's own and your own creative genius (childlike imagination) will come back to guide you through your life.
Repetition is the language your brain understands. Neuroplasticity doesn’t care about your intentions. It only counts how many times you fire the same circuit. It speaks in frequency, so be careful what you rehearse. It eventually becomes who you are and shapes what you attract.