It's hard to humble myself and ask for charity, but our cat is sick and it's all just too much. After 6 years of disability hell, this is a big hit both emotionally and financially.
My parnter and I are in shambles and all we want is for our little pocket panther to get better. So even if you can't help out with a donation, a share is worth the world to me
- Thank You.
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I’ll be using my old larger account for a little while.
I’m having a tough time being on this account right now because of the recent posts about Olive. X keeps using the same damn image from the GFM even though I changed it, and honestly, I’m just not okay with seeing it over and over right now. I refuse to delete the updates, and all the kind responses but I can’t really look at them either.
I think I need some distraction for this part of the process.
So for now, I’ll be posting and staying in touch through @brokenbarpublic until I feel a little stronger again.
Why wont they just move on and join the rest of us in reality?
This makes no sense and it's starting to really become apparent to folks who are waking up.
It's not a contest - it's our lives and this should be approached seriously and not like it's a tribe game on social media.
The science is settled, #LongCovid is a unique disease caused by covid even if some symptoms overlap with other disease.
I have never hurt so badly in my whole life.
I don't know if it's the timing, the tragic layers in this whole needless event, or that I am softer than I use to be, but my family is broken now and I'm not ashamed of being human.
I want to thank everyone for their support and kind words.
I'm going to keep the GFM up for a while if anyone wants to help us recover some of the loss.
RIP Olive,
The world was too small for you. 💔
I know you are right Trish but I truly hate this.
I can handle pretty much anything in life. Even this LC crap that has destroyed my world is “manageable” emotionally - to some extent. I can and do embrace the suck when life throws its lighting bolts and I’m proud of that.
But this? This is the ONE thing that breaks me. It’s like kryptonite and I feel like a little powerless child just drowning in grief and guilt and sorrow.
I know I’m not unique. I’m human. But this just plain sux.
@Lizzardo77@trishorwen Exactly. Migraine, epilepsy. And brain tumors - all cause headaches.
I think the issue is that MECFS has been defined by PEM.
That’s like defining a brain tumor by headache.
Today feels like make or break with Olive. Erin and I are in a torturous purgatory. We can’t really afford to push much further and we need a miracle today. We are awaiting the word from the docs.
All positive thoughts and prayers are needed and welcome.