Hot Dylan Summer

Only an asshole could give you this much shit. It’s not that I want to see the world burn, I just want to know what’s flammable

[Hot Dylan Summer @D_Sprizzle]

Me to everyone: "yeah I'm fine, I'm doing well"
Me on the inside: @dematlas at the Blind Pig

[Hot Dylan Summer @D_Sprizzle]

My conscious could burn a hole through my brain. Maybe you’re the only good left in my veins

[Hot Dylan Summer @D_Sprizzle]

Damn, I love it that you’re so creepy

[Hot Dylan Summer @D_Sprizzle]

“This feels like your anthem. It’s really sad” is a wild statement

[Hot Dylan Summer @D_Sprizzle]

“Need medication, more medication coursing through your inner states. All matter gray, confused and counterfeit. Kamikaze, sear the blood inside me. Guess who's got it figured out? I'll let you in on something secret: I can disappear anytime I want to”

[Hot Dylan Summer @D_Sprizzle]

Fixed gear bike: I’m cycling

[Hot Dylan Summer @D_Sprizzle]

When you have to make a more light hearted one so people stop texting you to see if you’re alright

[Hot Dylan Summer @D_Sprizzle]

“I’ll get a grip, find a group, anything that I can tether to. Quit hanging by my belt loops as if there’s a right time to fuck around and find out how to care about myself. Time will heal some wounds, just not the ones I’ve begged it to”

[Hot Dylan Summer @D_Sprizzle]

School year is officially done. You know what that means. Hot Dylan Summer

[Hot Dylan Summer @D_Sprizzle]

“I'm feeling like a criminal for wanting better. So you're begging on your knees now, I'm ready to leave now. All the trauma banging in the back of my head. I know it's now or never”
#irishgoodbye

[Hot Dylan Summer @D_Sprizzle]

New project I’m working on

[Hot Dylan Summer @D_Sprizzle]

Why self harm when you can get two tattoos within a two week span?

[Hot Dylan Summer @D_Sprizzle]

“The Pain Olympics called. They want their goddamn torch back. They don’t give medals for the most nights without sleep”

[Hot Dylan Summer @D_Sprizzle]

If I can't come back to you, then let's talk like I'm gone forever. I'd buy back the time with you I wasted, it's better late than never. We contrast to tell the truth. Without me you'll probably be better. With my last breath, inhale smoke and get high one last time, whatever

[Hot Dylan Summer @D_Sprizzle]

Women with BPD will emotionally manipulate you for years instead of just going to therapy

[Hot Dylan Summer @D_Sprizzle]

I’m so stuck. Quitting’s the best thing that I’ve done. But I had no business making changes. Said “hold my beer” instead of waiting

[Hot Dylan Summer @D_Sprizzle]

“What comes between impulse and action?”

I said, “ for me, a knee-jerk reaction toward destruction”

[Hot Dylan Summer @D_Sprizzle]

One of these days you’re gonna make me wipe that smile off your face. Cause I’ve been praying for you. It’s a waste. I’m sick of always making lemonade. Sugar water on my brain, baby tell me how it tastes

[Hot Dylan Summer @D_Sprizzle]

No matter how low, there ain’t no rock bottom for me

[Hot Dylan Summer @D_Sprizzle]

“You don’t have to tell me I’m the problem. It’s just like me to find the only way down.”

[Hot Dylan Summer @D_Sprizzle]

“Nothing good can come of me. Until I'm gone, I'm just a burden. Still, a part of me wants to get better. I know this, I saw him there in the mirror a decade ago. Bleeding, hungry and unprepared. I know what comes next. I'm laying down to rest.”