The person who loves you shouldn't make you feel guilty for having feelings.
If expressing that you're hurt always becomes an argument about how difficult you are, eventually you stop expressing yourself.
You can’t be with someone,
who doesn’t understand the wrong in what they’re doing. the same way you can’t be with someone who doesn’t worry about you, and doesn’t take your feelings into consideration as they would their very own.
No one wants to hear this but sometimes it’s your fault. Your life isn’t good and it’s your fault. You made bad decisions/ choices and sadly, these are the consequences of your actions.