Fuck I'm actually pathetic. Kill me, just kill me. I hate myself so much, I always mess up everything, I always repeat everything, I'm never getting better.
ZOMBIE STAGE IS SOO GOOD!! there is so much symbolism, like them being zombies and forced to dance even tho they are rotting away, it just shows how the K-pop industry makes their idols dance even when tired, sick, etc!! And I could talk more abt this!! #alienstage#zombiestage
GUYS THIS IS LIKE IMPORTANT!! if I talk abt wanting to be groomed or missing it, I AM VENTING, I do not want to be groomed again because my mental health will get worse than it already is!!!