Bringing a child into poverty is more cruel than abortion. Unajua tu vizuri hauna resources, hauna connections, hauna pesa alafu unazaa? That's cruel asf.
Watching girls get married you've fucked in threesomes to guys you know damn well are not getting that shit will change you. Suck the monogamy right out of your soul. I kind of think the whole thing is cooked tbh. It's too dumb in this environment. Let it go.