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ABSOLUTE ZENLOSSS

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ALSO HOLYWHAT FUWAMOCO BAUBAU

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there's alot i want to talk about EN4 but i can't think of the words to succinctly encapsulate my feelings..hololive changed my life in so many ways,i want to give back to this wonderful community that's given me so much...in the end i guess it truly was #holoSerendipity

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more of my thoughts..i still have so much more I want to talk about, at this point I should write an essay or make a video (for real)

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@vxmitjuice na open blister

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i knew day 2 would be even more intense but ohmy, they should NOT have put calli's solo so early it gassed me out entirely...then Bloodraven duo and ERB solo....i managed to summon the energy for oyomeholic and the encores

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a lil #dokirewindtime pregame before serendipity

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CALLI SOLO TODAY
INA SOLO TODAY
NERISSA SOLO TODAY
ERB SOLO TODAY
BLOODFLAME DUO TODAY
ROKUWAWA DUO TODAY

Day 1 already came out swinging hard to top...but ohmygoodnessgracious

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late on posts...so many things to do...not enough time....moving at mach speed...on negative sleep

I have so many things i want to say, but i cant form a tangible thought in my brain

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It feels like a lifetime ago yet I can still close my eyes sometimes and see myself there, that view, that feeling, a part of me is still there in that moment...3 years later and it feels like i'm going back to the beginning, i'm nostalgic, anxious, and hyped all at the same time

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I AM SO ALIVE RIGHT NOW #holoENConnect

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Day 2 Secured. Locked in acquired pit and out of the fire in 5 minutes.

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Through sheer luck somehow managed to acquire Serendipity tickets, gotta go back in again into the fire for day 2, major shoutout to the holo discord bros that bruteforced and posted the code

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REWATCHING DAY 2 OF DRAWNTODAWN AND THE MIC HEARD ME COME IN A WHOLE BEAT EARLY AT THE END OF VIOLET

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Day 2 Today decided to throw its toughest battles at me, no voice, no energy, not setup for success..
Despite the suboptimal situation, outcome remained the same

Me at the barricade giving my soul and everything left to my 2 Myth oshis on stage
#TakoTori1stConcert #DrawnToDawn

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HOLYYY 4 ENCORESS WHAT?! I spent everything left in the tank for the first song BUT TO FOLLOW UP WITH 3 MORE STRAIGHT HEATERS?! i don't know where i summoned the strength and energy but i went ever further beyond and more

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Over 12+ hours later, No matter the scuff or obstacles this journey had.
This outcome was inevitable
At the barricade giving 110% for my 2 Myth oshis

LET IT RIDE
#TakoTori1stConcert #DrawnToDawn

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Day 1 Out here Drawning till the Dawn #TakoTori1stConcert #DrawntoDawn

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with both of my kamioshis performing on the same stage...i dont think i could have ever forgiven myself if i didnt try