@Real_EdDiehl Not surprising. They did the same thing during cap and trade. Democrats, who held the majority in both chambers, didn’t have the votes to move the legislation out of Ways and Means. So changed the committee. 🤷♀️ #rigged
“How much pain was I willing to endure in order to be in less pain?”
I’ve been thinking about this for days. The healing process in all areas - physical, mental, spiritual- can be quite difficult. I’m gonna continue to hold on tight. Worth it.
I’ve had the weirdest 12 months. Racked with increasingly intolerable pain throughout my body and the diminishing of some key physical abilities, I went through a battery of tests. The diagnoses were multifaceted but all of them had teamed up to make life in this physical body increasingly difficult.
As the internist went through pages of results with me, I saw where he’d written in the margin several times “surgery.” Please understand, many people have gone through far worse than what I’m describing to you. But I can’t say this wasn’t a crisis
of sorts for me. Because this became the long and short of it:
How much pain was I willing to endure in order to be in less pain?
Holy cow.
Reminded me a bit of the scene in John 5 where the man long infirmed was asked by Jesus, do you want to get well?
What a question, after all. Who doesn’t want to get well??
But this became the inquiry for me at this rather late date in my life. Do I just do nothing and let nature take its course? How much was I willing to endure to have significant agility restored and to be relieved of some of this pain?
Anyway, I’m a long way from being able to effectively articulate what a strange journey this has been, now several major surgeries in. And simply learning how to stand up straight again and walk without limping. I’m riddled by fresh scars and, for now, the days are really challenging, but this experience with God is one of the most surreal of my life. Yesterday at physical therapy I was able to do something I couldn’t have done 15 years ago. Don’t hear me romanticizing this journey. This is the hardest work I’ve ever done in my life.
But isn’t that the question sometimes, brothers and sisters? Do we want to get well? I mean, if wellness is a real possibility, and restored ability a realistic outcome, would we be willing to endure what it would take?
What would it take to be a healthy person? In any realm, really. Physically, emotionally, spiritually. And would you be willing to work your tail off with God toward a result no one can guarantee? All you would know is that God will be with you?
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