Life is so weird and strange and beautiful but difficult and ironic and contradictory. It’s transformative and blessed and deeply painful and lonely and complex and nothing makes sense but everything comes together. It’s harmoniously chaotic and God will find you every time
How fast I can detach. Anything I love extremely deeply I’m prepared to lose. It can break my heart but I have learned how to keep going. It can seem cold, but if it takes me off my pivot..I’ll cut my finger off to save my hand. I cant lose myself again, for anything. I’ll heal.