//This is Rider, again. I was wondering if anyone had a group chat for RP that I could join. The one I did have is now dead. I am not new to #OpenRP or #AnyRP with going on five years of experience.
@ShaxxMotivation I know it's likely that you'll never see this, but I just want you to know that you've helped me get through a tough time. Early on, I was diagnosed as Bipolar, which became Schizophrenia. Along with being Autistic(Aspergers), I wake up most days, fearing that++
++I won't remember yesterday. Half of the time, I don't even know myself. But then I found your account. A lot of your posts make me smile and laugh. Nowadays, if I'm ever going through an episode, I sometimes find myself looking through your posts.
Because I have nothing better to do, I'd like to ask my followers something.
For my followers who don't live in the USA, what do you not understand the most about us?
For those who do live in the USA, what do you not understand about other places?
Lately, I've been haunted by a recurring thought. That no one would really care if I just went missing... as if I never had a place in this world. It sends chill down my back thinking about it, but it still comes to mind.
Maybe things will brighten... probably not...
//This is a sort of update on my personal life... To those who may be wondering, no I'm not doing okay. I've been constantly having battles with self-loathing, that I'm simply not good for anything. All I want is to not be a burden to my family.++
However, after everything I've done, due to mental issues, I'm still unable to get a job... not like I'd be able to keep it anyways... My depression is slowly coming back, and I've been becoming more reclusive, rarely ever leaving the house.++
They're finally getting my meds on the right track after a period of getting worse.
I believe that's about it. I'm starting to get tired so I'll be later.
So... It's 5 in the morning, I've not taken my meds yet, and I'm on Twitter... Yep, it's time for a rant.
Let me start off this with an unpopular opinion. I love the USA. Hear me out, or don't, but the US has offered me way more than I could have hoped for in life.
That seemed to go off the rails a bit... Let's see... Well, if anyone even reads this, I guess I can give a few fun things that's been going on lately. I ended up dropping school, in favor of my mental health. I'm once again in therapy, making this my fifth councillor.