Doesnt_matter Judith

36 years old, absolutely bonkers, I love music & books & England... BPD, OCD, phobias, ED, SI, spoonie, chronical illnesses...atheist...

[Doesnt_matter Judith @Doesnt_matter84]

25 facts about me

Read: https://t.co/jCOzr7EbHv

[Doesnt_matter Judith @Doesnt_matter84]

because I'm a #spoonie & docs & therapist don't work between Christmas & new year's eve. I still don't have plans for #NYE because my bestie is away & I'm quite a #loner. Guess I'll spend it #reading & #sleeping & hope I won't have a #nervousbreakdown. Hugs x

[Doesnt_matter Judith @Doesnt_matter84]

Here's sth that sums me up quite well: I've hardly been #sleeping recently but I read three #books this week. Today I'm happy because #myfavourite band @WeAreTheUsed released a new song & there's a new @descendants song & soon I'll be in my favourite country #England again. I'm

[Doesnt_matter Judith @Doesnt_matter84]

not looking forward to #Christmas because it doesn't mean much to me because I'm #atheist & it means #family time which sucks because of #trauma stuff. I'm the #blacksheep of my family & this year luckily I only have to see my #parents. Next week I have quite a few appointments

[Kerrang! @KerrangMagazine]

How Brexit could affect seeing your favourite bands. https://t.co/9iqniwuNDR

[Rock Sound @rocksound]

Hold on... what are Creeper up to? https://t.co/IjEph1IMiG

[Rock Sound @rocksound]

15 years ago today The Used released ‘In Love And Death’ 🎉🎉

[Kerrang! @KerrangMagazine]

WTF is going on with Creeper right now? https://t.co/lAIxtioGI3

[C R E E P E R @creepercultuk]

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[Doesnt_matter Judith @Doesnt_matter84]

I saw that the content of @ian_creeper's & @willghould's IG accounts are suddenly empty & the the other bandmembers' accounts are deleted, so I logged in on Twitter again & see this tweet. Almost a year since your "final" gig. I miss Hannah & the lads (new bandname idea). Hugs x

[C R E E P E R @creepercultuk]

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[Doesnt_matter Judith @Doesnt_matter84]

I haven't posted or read anything here for months & I hardly missed it. Without #Twitter I have better #sleepingpatterns, I #read more #books & there's less #drama in my life, so I'm not even sure I will start using Twitter again. I just wanted to say that I'm still #alive.

[Doesnt_matter Judith @Doesnt_matter84]

If you need sth to #smile & #laugh about I can recommend you this tweets (with quite a lot #hilarious replies). #funny

[Doesnt_matter Judith @Doesnt_matter84]

@PotatoBVBQueen PS: I hope your back will stop hurting or at least hurt less asap. Yeah, sometimes it's tough trying to do a lot on a day as a spoonie...especially when it's close to a day like NYE. I hope you can relax tomorrow.

[Doesnt_matter Judith @Doesnt_matter84]

@PotatoBVBQueen Hi Mariah, I hope 2019 will be an awesome year for you. Did you do anything special today? Thanks for your support. Big hugs x

[Doesnt_matter Judith @Doesnt_matter84]

@PotatoBVBQueen I planned to tidy up my messy flat this day...but I didn't have enough motivation. But well, I was grocery shopping, showered & read, so at least I was more productive than I am on many days. Thanks for your nice words. Hugs x

[Doesnt_matter Judith @Doesnt_matter84]

@PotatoBVBQueen @andyblack Gray by @petewentz is awesome. @dannyworsnop also plans to release a book one day & I hope he will one day. Hey, and I also hope Bert McCracken will write books at some point. Hugs x

[Doesnt_matter Judith @Doesnt_matter84]

@PotatoBVBQueen @andyblack fault but it sucks anyway. Oh, it sucks that the weather makes your illnesses worse. You are such a strong person. Yeah, Andy's book...I got another day from Amazon yesterday that they still don't know the release day. It sounds quite interesting. IDK if you know the book but

[Doesnt_matter Judith @Doesnt_matter84]

@ConfessionsExMu @jay_shapiro #Hijabs & #burkas are part of #rapeculture & therefore it makes life worse for all women. I don't get how some #feminists say some women choose to wear them & even "choose" to get #FGM, so banning these things would be another way of dominating women. #banhijabs #banburkas

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[WeTalkMH @WeTalkMH]

It’s okay if 2018 wasn’t a great year for you.
It’s okay if it was.
It’s okay if you didn’t achieve everything you wanted,
And it’s okay if you did.
It’s okay if you aren’t doing anything tonight.
It’s okay if you are.

We all go at our own pace. Its your life.