Addicts are generally quite charming people because addiction often stems from relational trauma and becoming charming, whether it's being very pleasant and funny or calculating and dishonest, is a coping mechanism
Stop being scared of being disliked by losers. Half the people judging you do not even have the courage to live honestly themselves. They built their entire identity around being acceptable, predictable, approved by everyone around them., then project that frustration onto anyone bold enough to exist authentically. People who are truly authentic rarely spend their time mocking others for expressing themselves.