It’s 9 at night and I just had a whole anxiety attack about that fact I’m gonna have to teach my kid to tie his shoes… I’ve never even bought him shoes with real shoe laces. I don’t even tie my own shoes. Wtf
It really is crazy how your friends/friendships change & dwindle in life.
I don’t speak to people who I thought I’d be friends forever with.
My friends now are people I didn’t know 5 years ago, or people I never thought I’d be besties with.
I guess that’s maturity/growth.
I’m telling y’all right now if you don’t like being busy DO NOT BE WITH SOMEONE WHO GOT FRIENDS my next 8 weekends I have birthday parties or graduations all because I decided to be with someone who has friends. I’m sick of it. I just wanna sit at home and eat snacks but nooooo.
It’s okay if you thought you were over it but it hits you all over again. It’s okay to fall apart even after you thought you had it under control. You are not weak. Healing is messy. There is no timeline for healing.