EmberWolf 🦋

Won't be Using X much anymore

[EmberWolf 🦋 @EmberWolfstar]

I've decided I'm probably not gonna use X much anymore because of recent events in America , I'll be on 🦋

[EmberWolf 🦋 @EmberWolfstar]

Hysterectomy doesn't cause endometriosis
https://t.co/uWexOl4Kzi

[The Pissed Off Lawyer @legaltweetz]

2017. Post-full hysterectomy at 34. This is when I became disabled by severe bowel, bladder, and digestive system endometriosis. I went from a powerful & confident lesbian to a very sick & depressed person. I lost EVERYTHING by becoming sick. Friends stabbed me in the back. My career was completely shattered. I would have been homeless if it hadn’t been for family.

I spent 6 long years in this state. It was like a prison sentence of isolation, constant illness, and abject poverty. I’m still rebuilding my life from it all.

Now I’m going through a different transformation. I will reclaim the confident & powerful lesbian that I know I have inside of me.

[EmberWolf 🦋 @EmberWolfstar]

@ADHDdesigner The urge to use the bathroom

[EmberWolf 🦋 @EmberWolfstar]

@stinkykatie I know you are still on break, but if you see this can you tell me which print on demand service you used for your t-shirts ? Because I can't find it and I wanted to use it for my designs 🥲

[EmberWolf 🦋 @EmberWolfstar]

Is there actually any moots still on this app?

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@ashdlonewolfish Really don't like funding Elon Musk, but sometimes I come back to see the drama like Elon Musk realizing the new policies will effect his business lol

[EmberWolf 🦋 @EmberWolfstar]

Last year I learned I'm disposable to many people that claim to care about me. This year I'm gonna live for myself and block out other people.

Tbh idk how I survived with the low quality therapy I got

[EmberWolf 🦋 @EmberWolfstar]

@ashdlonewolfish Still moved to bluesky mostly

No point of posting here that much if no one is gonna see it

[EmberWolf 🦋 @EmberWolfstar]

@LegendaryyBlitz @Autistic_Lauren Yeah I agree, if they feel triggered by it it's not my problem.

Unfortunately society doesn't see people needing a day to rest as a good reason to say no for whatever reason lol.

[EmberWolf 🦋 @EmberWolfstar]

@Autistic_Lauren I think it also depends on a person's upbringing, like I was already often manipulated by my mom so I got used to being guilt tripped into things. For people that have more sense of self this might not be effective.

[EmberWolf 🦋 @EmberWolfstar]

@G4L @suchnerve Like instead of some gesture can't we just be like "I really enjoyed your company but unfortunately my social battery is out for the day, can we end it here and meet up another day?"

[EmberWolf 🦋 @EmberWolfstar]

@G4L @suchnerve I personally dont like calling them normal because there's nothing normal about how they function with all kinds of hints and secret codes that differe between cultures.

Like can't we just all be more direct with each other? It doesn't even have to be rude

[EmberWolf 🦋 @EmberWolfstar]

I started to use mixi2

so far the benefits :

It's super peaceful, probably because it's invite only

I love the emoji function

communities are fun

Downside :

It's Japanese centered so probably won't be appealing to westerners.

[EmberWolf 🦋 @EmberWolfstar]

@CobraSwims Doesn't feel like it tbh, I feel more like I'm being used then discarded when not useful anymore

[EmberWolf 🦋 @EmberWolfstar]

For anyone that actually still cares :

Yes I almost ended my life in 2024

[EmberWolf 🦋 @EmberWolfstar]

Been having fun on mixi2, if anyone wants an invite feel free to ask

[EmberWolf 🦋 @EmberWolfstar]

Damn this app is depressing lol

[EmberWolf 🦋 @EmberWolfstar]

@DerpyErika Like nothing has changed I just finally gave up and lost part of my emotional functions which is enough to not wanna die but makes it impossible to do daily task

[EmberWolf 🦋 @EmberWolfstar]

@DerpyErika It's kinda better ... I think? I don't know. Definitely learned a lot about myself and others lol

[EmberWolf 🦋 @EmberWolfstar]

@CobraSwims Is it really though

[EmberWolf 🦋 @EmberWolfstar]

@Real_SigmaDitto I don't know I don't really control how my brain wants to live or die tbh