Chronic Anemoia Sufferer

They/Them
Horror/Dark Fantasy Poet
TTRPG lover

[Chronic Anemoia Sufferer @EmbersPoe28]

Brief intro of me:

33
Nonbinary
Grey-Ace
Poly/ENM
AudHD, Anxiety and Depression
Pagan
Fandoms I enjoy:
Gravity Falls, Amphibia, The Owl House, Adventure Time, Over The Garden Wall, KPop Demon Hunters, The Ghost and Molly McGee, The Magnus Archives, SCP/Backrooms

[Chronic Anemoia Sufferer @EmbersPoe28]

@BBungoBungo 😂

[Chronic Anemoia Sufferer @EmbersPoe28]

@BBungoBungo *hugs*

[Chronic Anemoia Sufferer @EmbersPoe28]

@yatta6606 Rumi okay....right? 🥺

[Chronic Anemoia Sufferer @EmbersPoe28]

@BBungoBungo No its not, you've had to deal with a lot of stress and other heavy stuff through this account. *hugs*

[Chronic Anemoia Sufferer @EmbersPoe28]

And one of the consequences of that is I barely remember their voices....and that truly hurts. I miss them both so much and I don't regret taking care of myself but...i so badly want their hugs and being called honey/dear by them

[Chronic Anemoia Sufferer @EmbersPoe28]

I put a lot of my unresolved guilt into chapter 3 of my fic and while the guilt isnt fully gone....i do feel lot less heavy. Towards the end of their lives...i stopped calling my grandparents as often...not because I didn't love them

[Chronic Anemoia Sufferer @EmbersPoe28]

But because I made the difficult decision to remember them for their love, their kindness...rather than the mean and scared people they became...

[Chronic Anemoia Sufferer @EmbersPoe28]

@BBungoBungo Damn, that was certainly a choice that person made to listen to that song to your fic 😂

[Chronic Anemoia Sufferer @EmbersPoe28]

@BBungoBungo *heads to youtube*

[Chronic Anemoia Sufferer @EmbersPoe28]

@BBungoBungo

[Chronic Anemoia Sufferer @EmbersPoe28]

@BBungoBungo The Paramore song?....fuck 😭

[Chronic Anemoia Sufferer @EmbersPoe28]

@BBungoBungo Well you're one of my favorite people. I wish every minor inconvenience onto to those that have done you harm

[Chronic Anemoia Sufferer @EmbersPoe28]

@BBungoBungo I am the kind of person who has SOBBED to Lovesong by The Cure and IWWFY! Rumi feels like that song to me

[Chronic Anemoia Sufferer @EmbersPoe28]

@BBungoBungo Whatever name, whatever face...in every life...its always them

[Chronic Anemoia Sufferer @EmbersPoe28]

@BBungoBungo Shit I just made myself cry 😭😂

[Chronic Anemoia Sufferer @EmbersPoe28]

@BBungoBungo I'm hoping that IWWFY! Rumi finds them again, maybe not 100% zoemira but enough that its still her girls in a way.

[Chronic Anemoia Sufferer @EmbersPoe28]

@BBungoBungo Love you friend, I'm sorry you're hurting

[Chronic Anemoia Sufferer @EmbersPoe28]

@BBungoBungo Grief is weird and sometimes gets placed on a shelf like a book that needs to be finished but things pull us away for a while. I lost a good friend of mine 14 years ago and still find myself trying to find him and tell him about the stuff im doing