✝ Dhalia ✝

24// Dutchie// BPD// zookeeper// lonely wolf// sex, drugs & rock and roll ☠️

Highly attracted to darkness 🕷️

✨Autistic✨

[✝ Dhalia ✝ @Emty_Dhalia]

Don't let anybody tell you you're not good enough, you're not, but don't let them tell you

[✝ Dhalia ✝ @Emty_Dhalia]

@HeartofTarkus Actually I don't know what that is.. I will look it up rn

[✝ Dhalia ✝ @Emty_Dhalia]

Been away for a week or so, I tried to get sober and I was for six days. Sadly I failed once again and I'm back on my shit, feeling like shit :(

[✝ Dhalia ✝ @Emty_Dhalia]

@HeartofTarkus I still drink tho.. Sadly my problem isn't alcohol :(

[✝ Dhalia ✝ @Emty_Dhalia]

@dayman3306 Thankyou.. It's so hard. I'm trying to stay positive that it's only tonight and hopefully tomorrow I can get back on track, but I know tomorrow when I'm sober, my mind and body will scream one again for those stupid chemicals :(

[✝ Dhalia ✝ @Emty_Dhalia]

@ashley_formby Yes I'm mostly disappointed with myself. Because everyone around me was so proud of me. I just can't handle being clear minded.. Lost the strength to face my emotions the natural way.

[✝ Dhalia ✝ @Emty_Dhalia]

I'm completely fucking delusional

[✝ Dhalia ✝ @Emty_Dhalia]

The only exciting thing about the future is the fact that we're all gonna die

[✝ Dhalia ✝ @Emty_Dhalia]

The internal pain of forcing that non-existing smile is by far less painful than seeing the degrading pity in the eyes of others

[✝ Dhalia ✝ @Emty_Dhalia]

Your reflection in the mirror speaks louder than your voice ever could

[✝ Dhalia ✝ @Emty_Dhalia]

There is stability in self-destruction, in prolonging sadness as a means of escaping abstractions like happiness. Rock bottom is a comfortable place to lay your head. Looking up from the depths of another low often seems a lot safer than wondering when you'll fall again.

[✝ Dhalia ✝ @Emty_Dhalia]

@CallanHeir That's a valid discription of me

[✝ Dhalia ✝ @Emty_Dhalia]

I identify myself as a corpse in a state of decomposition

[✝ Dhalia ✝ @Emty_Dhalia]

Death becomes her

[✝ Dhalia ✝ @Emty_Dhalia]

@SpinozanSuicide Love it

[✝ Dhalia ✝ @Emty_Dhalia]

One of my high school teachers once said to me that I would never make it, guess that bitch was right

[✝ Dhalia ✝ @Emty_Dhalia]

@Rat1onalThinker Glad I could help

[✝ Dhalia ✝ @Emty_Dhalia]

Don't let anybody tell you you're not good enough, you're not, but don't let them tell you

[✝ Dhalia ✝ @Emty_Dhalia]

All my problems would be solved If my dad just used a fucking condom

[✝ Dhalia ✝ @Emty_Dhalia]

Slowly dissolving from reality

[✝ Dhalia ✝ @Emty_Dhalia]

Under all of our rotten flesh hides our true natural beauty