Endra

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Production pro, VA, lemon lover, content creator || 📧[email protected] || EndraEXE

[Endra @Endra3X3]

My grandmother just passed away and my mother is in the hospital after her second surgery for glioblastoma multiforme (aggressive brain cancer) with an unknown amount of time left.

I'm not the best at dealing with grief and will try to continue being as present as I can be (because I want to and it helps, I don't feel forced), but I will be taking some time on and off for my family and myself in the coming weeks.
Thank you for understanding.

[Endra @Endra3X3]

Oh she's so back

[Endra @Endra3X3]

Big thanks to @bstategames for once again having the sickest loot imaginable. I'm officially hyped for seasons <3

[Endra @Endra3X3]

In my MySpace era today

[Endra @Endra3X3]

New Killa skin dropping soon

[Endra @Endra3X3]

Love you.

[Endra @Endra3X3]

My mom died today.

[Endra @Endra3X3]

Return me to the sea~

[Endra @Endra3X3]

@MeowOnTwitch Hmmm

[Endra @Endra3X3]

@WeezSays I don't know how someone couldn't bawl hearing how much love they took with them into space

[Endra @Endra3X3]

How many times have you cried about the astronauts?

[Dmitri Ogorodnikov @ogdmit]

there are new details about #RushIsReal

[Endra @Endra3X3]

@OmidLive Thank you for hanging out with everyone last night, I'm lucky to have met you too <3.

[Endra @Endra3X3]

Thank you for the birthday wishes today, and an even bigger thank you to all of my friends and family that flew out for my "throw me a party not a funeral" gathering last night. I've never cried so hard or felt so loved in my entire life. This might have been goodbye for now, but I'll find you all in some way in this world or the next, promise.

[Endra @Endra3X3]

Super fun cool workbook to do, but happy side note, I can see more clearly than ever!

[Endra @Endra3X3]

Fatiguée femme fatale
(wish me luck, today is not a good day)

[Endra @Endra3X3]

@Alejandro030690 Exponentially worse than ever.

[Endra @Endra3X3]

I legally can't give information on this situation, and I wouldn't anyway since it's not worth risking people's safety for what amounts to me being minimally responsive while being too ill to move.
I will say I'm unsurprised, and while a few creators are genuinely lovely people, the mind blowing cruelty, callousness, and short sighted behavior from certain individuals trapped in their microcosms is completely aligned with what I've seen over and over again in entertainment and especially the vtubing space.
I'm not going to Google doccy and have my last acts be defending myself against people devoid of empathy that don't even know how fractions and percentages work.
If you're new here, hi, I'm Endra. I'm going to continue posting as usual when I'm upright regardless of what happens next, and while I know the court of public opinion is entertaining it is almost always inaccurate and sensational.

Love you guys, until next time.

[Endra @Endra3X3]

Just confirming that if you got a message from me on Disc, IG, etc it was from me. I've (understandably) had a few people reach out to make sure I wasn't hacked and I wasn't, just me.

[Endra @Endra3X3]

I adore this gift so much.