This is a safe space for imperfect victims, victims who fetishize their own abuse, victims who miss their abusers, victims who utilize fiction to cope and heal, victims who have kinks, fetishes or paraphilias as a result of abuse. This is not a safe space for predators.
Do I do it? Just over an hour before I have to clock in. He’s at work, I could make it abt me, pull up and ask to buy a few bottles of pills. It’s tempting. I won’t. But I want to
Bf found out I blocked him here. I get that he’s hurt bc it was outright deceitful. I feel bad bc he’s hurt, not bc I did it. I should have been able to be open w him abt how it made me feel that he was on these accs. That he even knew about them