Trying to balance the personal and professional and wanted a new Twitter account to do this. Tweets will be about both. Former Subject Lead in English.
This resonated. I had a lovely Saturday and then the entirety of yesterday was spent working. Another day away from my family. The cost really is too much.
Saturday was an example of what weekends should be. A lovely time spent with family doing something weβd planned for ages for sonβs birthday (and spending too much on food because thatβs how attractions work). Today started similarly with volunteering at junior ParkRun but then..
Working in a school feels much like running on a treadmill that never slows down - and it gets harder by the day.
Every cut and the speed increases.
Every new demand and the incline rises - again and again.
Exhaustion builds and, with no clear end in sight, confusion and concern grow.
Colleagues keep running because itβs a vocation and because they care - itβs what they do.
But patience, hard work & goodwill can only keep them going for so long - people can't keep running when they are empty.
We need to slow things down, lower the incline & support the runners before the whole machine breaks - or they do.
This is the first summer where I haven't done any work - prep or otherwise - before school starts again on Monday. I've needed this break but the niggle at the back of my brain suggests I should have opened my laptop at least once. π₯΄
@Gwenelope Have experienced this with both Mum and Dad. Did a lot of reading to help me understand, but the hospice staff and care home staff respectively were excellent. No question was stupid. And in the end, both were very peaceful processes.
@Miss_Maitland I keep thinking about it but it's the 'what do I do' question that I can't figure out, plus paying the mortgage. This year I give it more considered thought and so the maths. I've loved following your journey.
Teaching is not a healthy job for me. As soon as 1st Sept arrives, I will not have time to eat a proper breakfast or lunch, I will not have time to drink enough, I won't be able to go to the toilet when my body wants to, I will not get enough sleep & I won't work healthy hours.
Just putting it out there - 4 weeks into summer and I'm still tired. Normally I've regained some energy by now just because I cam sleep longer, but this year - nothing.
2 weeks into summer: had a wknd away, sold our 2 cars, got remortgaging underway, spent 3 days so far clearing my parents' house, had long overdue medical appointments and end-of-term tiredness is still there. Not relaxed yet!