Saturn

20yo - Relap🎶

[Saturn @Fading_Saturn]

Fun Game :
Anorexia to BED pipeline but you never get *really* fat. You just spend the next 7 years in a binge-restrict cycle stuck at a normal weight so your struggle is invisible
(⁠♡⁠ω⁠♡⁠ ⁠)⁠ ⁠~⁠♪

[yimika. @yimikaaaa]

teaching your adult family how to treat you as an adult truly is exhausting. i think everyone still sees the twelve year old, who is gonna do whatever she's told to do. i am a grown ass woman now and i am gonna do whatever tf i feel like doing. i value my time/space/energy.

[Saturn @Fading_Saturn]

I had another sleepover under the stars with a friend and what were the odds that he owns the same stuffed bear as mine, just in a different color (colors of our skins somehow. They're like plush versions of us, I'm in love with this coincidence)

[Saturn @Fading_Saturn]

Maybe I'm cured. I had planned the binge, quite felt disgusted halfway and stopped when I was full

[whalefact @awhalefact]

whales never use generative AI, but they do make poop from a butt, which is similar except that whale poop is essential to the health of our oceans and generative AI is essential to being a fucking loser

[SEX @kakesus]

i delete posts cuz i be getting mature over the hours

[toby🎹 @0ctoberexic]

disorder hasn't made me skinny yet but I do pee a lot

[femiiiiii. @femiiiszn]

i'm the kind of person who will restart a song because i got distracted and wasn't appreciating it enough.

[🎮 @foreeeeeal]

my ex boyfriend called me a house cat. he said, "you nap a lot, you disappear for a few hours & nobody knows wtf you do, you come back around and ask for attention then you push people away and nap again"

the accuracy though

[Saturn @Fading_Saturn]

Pre-run breakfast of potatoes and omelette and a cute shark whale I made yesterday

[ً @artfuIchaos]

“you walk away so easily” thanks, i’m a leaver. i will leave. anything i don’t like, i’m leaving.

[ً @artfuIchaos]

I really dislike people who can only see things from their perspective.

[T @toluu_ar]

All this just to die btw

[Saturn @Fading_Saturn]

I was trying to sleep and then started talking to somebody who isn't there, and now I'll be too pissed to really tell him tomorrow and I still can't sleep

[Saturn @Fading_Saturn]

Currently thinking about the (short) list of foods I'd like to binge on. But like, in MASSIVE quantities
Idk what to do

[Vic 😷💖 @luigismustach3]

Does anyone else feel like they not meant to live in this world? Like I try my hardest to live in it and make connections but it never really works out and nothing has ever made sense to me and I just kinda wanna be gone? Is that an autistic thing?

[Saturn @Fading_Saturn]

@lunettha_ This but I wear big ass glasses that make me look like a fly or I don't see shit underwater, not so aesthetic

[femiiiiii. @femiiiszn]

things i have going for me:

1. peak music taste.
2. overthinking.
3. awkwardness.
4. bad sleeping schedule.
5. sarcasm.

[dahlia 🪷 𐙚 ‧₊˚ ⋅ @cutesydahlia]

I think ppl genuinely look down on me cuz I’m not skinny