Inna lillahi wa inna ilayhi raji'un, on Wednesday I lost my love of my life, my best friend, my soul mate. I lost my wife and my unborn child. Two years ago you held my face when we got married, today I held your face when I went down in the grave with you. My heart is broken and
Iβve had the worst relapse ever tonight ππ itβs been 428 days since I cut ( yes , I tick my calendar everyday )and Iβve never felt the urge to cut like today ππ. Iβm sad , Iβm frustrated and Iβm tired of pretending like everythingβs okay