Honestly, there is not much difference between "modern day Christians" and unbelievers. The only notable different is that we Christians hid under Jesus name to do wicked things and Justify with "GRACE," while non-believers sin openly, without hypocrisy!
@msholymisfit I was in the life for almost 11 years, I totally understand. I left my relationship after 7 years and for a bit searched for another one, even thought I knew God wanted me to remain away. Took some prayer and peace but the desire left me and I never looked back