I've cut off so many wankers in my life I have hardly any actual friends or they get sick of me bailing and stop messaging, living the life of antisocial rat is taking its toll in the best and the worst way
I feel so incredibly empty. Quitting something you love and base your life around is surreal, like I don't know who I am. I know it's for the best but my heart hurts. Dramatics over.
Honestly feel like I'm drowning in anxiety, I'm fucking up my career and friendships and I hate it. I've done so much to try and help myself out and it's just not working
I might be quitting tattooing. All it gives me is crippling anxiety, I'm going to try a few things to try and fall back in love with it but fuck me I'm tired. I need a new career
Working in a pub is not for the light hearted. If I posted everything disgusting a dog shit man said to me it'd be longer than the fucking bible. "He's drunk don't mind him" isn't a fucking excuse, act like your hairline and step back with the bitch behaviour, suck your mum's tit
Came to work for a meeting today, wore no makeup + was asked if I was ill as I was "pale + sweaty" got compared to the girl who is actually ill. Told her it was just my face and she replied with "put some makeup on! You'll get used to me" I went home and cried, am I overreacting?
@KavosYT Why are you making this about you? Quit being a vile little slug and realise this situation is serious and there's a victim involved. Ps your nan gets bullied at bingo