𝓙𝓮𝓭 𝓞𝓵𝓼𝓮𝓷

[۟ @godsfell]

i’ve polished this anger and now it’s a knife.

[𝓙𝓮𝓭 𝓞𝓵𝓼𝓮𝓷 @GhostFears]

me off the hook with this anyway so I don’t really have a choice but to face whatever the results are.”

[𝓙𝓮𝓭 𝓞𝓵𝓼𝓮𝓷 @GhostFears]

Dwight, I’m not scared…don’t be silly.

[A lie and truth, knowing that it needs to happen but at the same time paranoid that the results are going to be bad with how terrible he treated his body. And with all the badly healed injuries he had gotten over the years. Some were~~

[ᅠ #‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 𝕷𝐈𝐅𝐄 𝕺𝐅 𝕿𝐇𝐄 𝕻𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐘ᅠׅ⎖ @PlZZAWHAT]

i know you don't really wanna face whatever they're gonna say is wrong with you or whatever diagnosis you get —— but you do know that the whole point of them addressing the issue is so something gets done about it... right﹖ like you ━

[𝓙𝓮𝓭 𝓞𝓵𝓼𝓮𝓷 @GhostFears]

harder to explain than others. But if he was lucky they won’t notice how multiple ribs were fucked including his collarbone. There was a feeling his collarbone was a little bit more noticeable than his ribs. Swallowing nervously, shoulder lifted in a shrug.

“You’re not letting~~

[𝓙𝓮𝓭 𝓞𝓵𝓼𝓮𝓷 @GhostFears]

#𝐽𝑂𝑙𝑠𝑒𝑛. Projecting my back pain onto Jed 😭

[𝓙𝓮𝓭 𝓞𝓵𝓼𝓮𝓷 @GhostFears]

His back feels so minty

But at least his back pain is easing?

….he thinks

[𝓙𝓮𝓭 𝓞𝓵𝓼𝓮𝓷 @GhostFears]

regardless of. Between the copious amounts of coffee with cigarettes it’s…not great saying it out loud..

[𝓙𝓮𝓭 𝓞𝓵𝓼𝓮𝓷 @GhostFears]

I mean, not entirely? But now that I’ve mentioned it you’re not going to let me avoid the responsibility of going. And it’ll have to be done some time later since going after I’ve just smoked a cigarette is probably not the most ideal thing.

[And he’s pretty intimidated by the~~

[ᅠ #‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 𝕷𝐈𝐅𝐄 𝕺𝐅 𝕿𝐇𝐄 𝕻𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐘ᅠׅ⎖ @PlZZAWHAT]

... if that's something you're genuinely worried about though、you really *should go one of these days that we have off together... i know that 'having off' from work doesn't necessarily mean we won't still be 𝘥𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 work off - ━

[𝓙𝓮𝓭 𝓞𝓵𝓼𝓮𝓷 @GhostFears]

possibly of what the results of everything would be. Taking another drag from the cigarette, he blew the smoke up into the air.]

I mean I could though they wouldn’t be very happy about it. Don’t think it would be any different than if I didn’t since my heart rate is fast ~~

[𝓙𝓮𝓭 𝓞𝓵𝓼𝓮𝓷 @GhostFears]

it doesn’t like. Or it just happens. Someday getting it checked out is on the list but we’ve been so busy lately that it never really crossed my mind to do it.

[Among other bad habits that Dwight probably doesn’t know about but that’s for a later time.]

[𝓙𝓮𝓭 𝓞𝓵𝓼𝓮𝓷 @GhostFears]

Fair enough. I started smoking when I was a teenager so I’ve been at it for a while. Hopefully keeping the filter on can lessen the intake of nicotine and put less strain on my organs. Which pretty sure you’ve noticed since it tends to become pretty whack whenever I do something~

[۟ @provethyself]

﹙ to know that he couldn't ever be annoyed with him offered *some relief、at least... but he also had the cigarette to depend on、something to drown the thought away. as reasonable of a curiosity as it was、dwight shrugged his ━

[𝓙𝓮𝓭 𝓞𝓵𝓼𝓮𝓷 @GhostFears]

of sharing a cigarette here and there, just curious about it, y’know?

[𝓙𝓮𝓭 𝓞𝓵𝓼𝓮𝓷 @GhostFears]

I mean, if I go towards the route of quitting smoking, it’s probably not gonna be cold turkey. Not that I think I’m incapable of it, it’s probably better to take wean myself off it than just stopping altogether.

[At least that would be one of his habits stopped for the time~~

[۟ @provethyself]

﹙ to watch as jed had to throw away his unfiltered cigarette just to share another one with him instilled dwight with a sense of guilt. he took the lit cigarette that was offered to him regardless、helped himself to a small intake ━

[𝓙𝓮𝓭 𝓞𝓵𝓼𝓮𝓷 @GhostFears]

being. If it was decided to go through with it. Taking another drag, he glanced at the other curiously.]

Don’t think I could ever actually be annoyed with you. So is you smoking an occasional thing? Like every once in a while you decide you want that nicotine hit? No complaints~

[𝓙𝓮𝓭 𝓞𝓵𝓼𝓮𝓷 @GhostFears]

to worry about you getting a high dose of nicotine and chemicals. Perhaps cutting the habit of smoking without the filters would do me some good. At the cost of maybe having to smoke a little bit more for a while before my body adjusts to a lesser dose.

[𝓙𝓮𝓭 𝓞𝓵𝓼𝓮𝓷 @GhostFears]

[Nose scrunching up slightly, he took one more drag of his unfiltered cigarette before putting it out and took out another, lighting it up and took a drag before offering it to the other with a smile.]

There, that better? Now we will be able to share a cigarette and not have~~

[۟ @provethyself]

not to quote - on - quote 'get onto your ass about it' again... but... *maybe if you hadn't started taking the filters out of your cigarettes in the first place、you wouldn't feel like you have to make up that difference﹖⠀﹙ a brow ━

[𝓙𝓮𝓭 𝓞𝓵𝓼𝓮𝓷 @GhostFears]

thought a light hum came out. Pretty sure his lungs took the brunt of it though the heart also was affected by it.]

You want a filtered cigarette? I’m not gonna let you take a drag from mine it’ll make you feel ill.

[𝓙𝓮𝓭 𝓞𝓵𝓼𝓮𝓷 @GhostFears]

Pretty sure if I kept the filter in I’d have to chain smoke to get the same effect as if I got it all in one cigarette without it. Not that my heart needs back to back cigarettes..

[Taking a long drag, head tilted back to exhale smoke into the air. Watching it for a moment in~~

[ᅠ #‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 𝕷𝐈𝐅𝐄 𝕺𝐅 𝕿𝐇𝐄 𝕻𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐘ᅠׅ⎖ @PlZZAWHAT]

﹙ he couldn't ever recall being that much of a pain in the ass to him、but perhaps he *had been... he wouldn't deny to himself that there were still times he'd gotten stingy. ﹚⠀i mean... maybe i might've﹖ but i genuinely only call ━

[𝓙𝓮𝓭 𝓞𝓵𝓼𝓮𝓷 @GhostFears]

did that. Man, I’m starting to lose it..

[It’s starting to get hot out so the work plus sleeping uncomfortably warm is staring to get to him a little bit.]

[𝓙𝓮𝓭 𝓞𝓵𝓼𝓮𝓷 @GhostFears]

I swear at one point you did get on my ass about it smoking in general and not just because I took out the filter..

[He could’ve been imagining it but out of habit, filter was taken out and lighter was taken out of his pocket.]

Might’ve been someone else I’m thinking of that~~

[ᅠ #‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 𝕷𝐈𝐅𝐄 𝕺𝐅 𝕿𝐇𝐄 𝕻𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐘ᅠׅ⎖ @PlZZAWHAT]

﹙ at the mere mention of just such a thing again、dwight furrowed his brows at jed. surely he didn't mean that back - handedly、it sounded genuine enough、but he felt like the point was highlighted in yellow and as obvious as it ━

[𝓙𝓮𝓭 𝓞𝓵𝓼𝓮𝓷 @GhostFears]

You never did strike me as someone who would smoke. Since you tend to get on my ass about it..and removing the filters.

[Pulling out his pack of cigarettes and offered him one.]

[ᅠ #‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 𝕷𝐈𝐅𝐄 𝕺𝐅 𝕿𝐇𝐄 𝕻𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐘ᅠׅ⎖ @PlZZAWHAT]

not really sure why everyone gives me some type of a 'look' whenever i ask to bum a cigarette off of them... i obviously haven't made a habit out of smoking、but i can still smoke some times if i feel like it﹖ i'm a grown ass man﹖