I've spent a long time
waiting for people
I won't do that anymore
I've stopped seeking
I've stopped craving
I've lost interest in being excited
only to end up being disappointed
every time
I'm over it
if I don't attract
I don't want it
I've filled up my life
with enough things
distractions and ambitions
I've learned how to do it
all on my own
I don't need you if I don't want to
I've done my waiting
now I'm ready to live
I've reshuffled my cards
and now I've got a good hand
and that is good enough for me
I was todays year old when I learned you can order Casey’s breakfast pizza on thin crust and you already know I have an order to pick up in the morning
if your whole personality revolves around getting drunk, being drunk, going to work drunk, waking up drunk, driving drunk or promoting alcoholism.. please seek help and stay tf away from me. respectfully✨
I think the main reason I don’t fit into this lifestyle is because they normalize working 14-15 hour days as if that’s healthy and I refuse to feed into that mentality. I’ve gotten in so many fights about it. I will work my ass off for 11-12 hours every day but that’s enough
I am not happy. I’m at a job I hate. My living situation makes me uncomfortable. I haven’t been taking care of myself. I’m barely sleeping and eating. I’m not fucking okay and I don’t know what to do.