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TW // Ed--Transmasc--I just lurk now--"a person who exhibits bulimic behaviors" as my therapist says wanting to not be that--19

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Threads and important things

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@skinnydrafts This doesn’t quite sound like BED, more like EDNOS

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Cw // suicide
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Whenever I start to feel suicidal again I just remember how much it hurts to be dying
I have nightmares about going on a ventilator again that shit was not fun

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@edtwt_confess I usually count my binges/overeating so I know my tdee (bc I can tell how much I gain or lose)

As a 5’6 female, if I did no excercise besides cleaning and walking my dogs, I burn nearly 2,200 cals a day

(Which means I should be losing weight easy but eyyyyy)

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Yikes

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@bunnysbrainrot Sometimes when I come out of it yeah
For some people I bet it could be at the same time

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@dietbluecals Idk it by purging but yes by vomiting in general

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Sorry for being inactive I’m actually moving rn 😅

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New fear

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@miIkyfats Np

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@ObviouslyTw They just can't handle the gift you give

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@skinnysn00py Couldn’t think of something original and just used a name generator
Perfect bc i didn’t even know abt the words in my user until I did it

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@primrosecals Control, something to focus on besides my “real” life, numbs emotions “obereating is distracting, undereating keeps me numb after a while, want to alleviate dysphoria

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@miIkyfats Go Milka!!! You can do it

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@s4nrio_w1tch ☺️🥰

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@itzg3orgia Ty ty
I’m so sorry that you’ve had to deal with this for so long :((
I do want to get better, that’s why I’ve brought it up to my therapist, thank you /g

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SHOULD I STAY ON EDTWT IF I DONT HAVE AN ED but am developing one

More info in thread

My therapist and my sister doesn’t think I have an Ed, but that Im developing one

So, I don’t have an Ed, but, this is also a safe place for me to vent about disordered thoughts about food

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@miIkyfats Milka do you mean invested?
Imagine inverted calories though

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@bunnysbrainrot It’s not dumb omg Bun, you go through so fucking much I wish you didn’t have to go through this

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@miIkyfats Wait no this is super cute I love it

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@miIkyfats Ty Milka! I just wanted to be sure, you know? Thank you :))