The Bible warns us not to look back at old friendships or any relationships that God has delivered us from. Lot's wife did and literally became stuck in time. My prayer is that when you're tempted to return to the past, the spirit reminds you there's so much more ahead of you!
You're not seeing this by accident… it's almost time to celebrate. God is turning everything that was meant to break you into the very blessing that elevates you. When this next door opens, you'll know God stepped in on your behalf.