P (They/Them) edtwt

22•enby•HW: 246.8•CW: 111.6•GW: 95•BMI: 20.3

[P (They/Them) edtwt @Goal95_P]

Accountability chart for my current goal:

Get to my ugw by losing 45lbs in 19 weeks.

Sw: 140lbs
Ugw: 95lbs.

Unpinning when I hit my ugw.

[P (They/Them) edtwt @Goal95_P]

TW BC//

Take a second bc because even fully clothed I look so much fucking better

[P (They/Them) edtwt @Goal95_P]

TW BC//

Yo the difference between 1 full year and 100lbs lmao

[P (They/Them) edtwt @Goal95_P]

So I’m doing like an “under 150cal/OMAD” but what do you guys do for getting rid of the mid day nausea??? I can’t keep running to the bathroom feeling like I’m gonna puke every day at 3pm.

[P (They/Them) edtwt @Goal95_P]

Ima just not talk about this week tbh. Next week I WILL be at 105. I’m fucking determined.

[P (They/Them) edtwt @Goal95_P]

Accountability chart for my current goal:

Get to my ugw by losing 45lbs in 19 weeks.

Sw: 140lbs
Ugw: 95lbs.

Unpinning when I hit my ugw.

[P (They/Them) edtwt @Goal95_P]

First week that I’ve gained

CW: 112lbs
Gained: 0.4lbs

I’m hoping to keep my calorie intake hella low but it’s also my birthday on Friday so I’ll liquid fast Saturday and Sunday to help balance out some of the alcohol calories and calories from eating out with family. *sigh*

[P (They/Them) edtwt @Goal95_P]

@cybrkcals ID RATHER JUST EAT AN ENTIRE CAKE HELL TO THE GOD DAMN NO LMAOOOO

[P (They/Them) edtwt @Goal95_P]

I didn’t post a weigh in yesterday because my family keeps deciding to have fucking group dinners the day before my weigh In. I drank a bunch of detox tea last night and all I’ll be eating this week is 0cal preworkout and 1 100cal granola bar every day, maybe a 15 cal Red bull.

[P (They/Them) edtwt @Goal95_P]

I’m not even kidding when I say every person in my house has an eating disorder and none of us talk to each other about it.

Me - ana
Dad - bed
Sister - bed
Other sis - ednos
Mom - ana

We could have a sitcom.

[P (They/Them) edtwt @Goal95_P]

Okay who told Monster we needed a 710ml can for ultra paradise? Commere you deserve a smooch 😘

[P (They/Them) edtwt @Goal95_P]

Sirenhead is thinspo

[P (They/Them) edtwt @Goal95_P]

@ihate_perc Please dear god

[P (They/Them) edtwt @Goal95_P]

@calorivoid DONT CALL ME OUT LIKE THIS THE FUCKING PLASTIC BAG WAS STILL ON MY HEAD

[P (They/Them) edtwt @Goal95_P]

TW BC//

I kinda like this one

[P (They/Them) edtwt @Goal95_P]

My friends are supportive and caring in the most interesting ways

[P (They/Them) edtwt @Goal95_P]

My eating habits have been so fucked. I’m not binging per-say, but eating more and still losing. But I’m losing so slowly that I kinda wanna do a full calorie cut and see how fast I lose. Just go to like 300 cals a day and see what happens.

[P (They/Them) edtwt @Goal95_P]

I was on the phone last night with a friend who is MTF. I made a comment along the lines of “your tits are literally bigger than mine now”
And this girl I shit you not goes “NO SHIT ITS BECAUSE YOU STARVE YOURSELF DUDE”
I don’t think I’ve ever scream laughed so hard.

[dyl @kxizkcals]

THE CHOKEHOLD THIS PIC HAS ON ME

[P (They/Them) edtwt @Goal95_P]

@10707_ Yo I win lol