@sumwrongwiddem Yeah that’s my fear. It’s why I’ve been fighting them hoes in the light so fiercely so that I can face em in the dark fr. I feel like I’m finally getting to a place where I’m not scared
@sumwrongwiddem See being around love is what has kept every trip so beautiful for me.. a lot of touching & laughter & light have been the theme for all my trips. Feeling love around me & loving myself. My first sad trip was me & my bff during our breakups lol
@sumwrongwiddem Damn you inspiring me. I still haven’t tripped alone. I’m usually around someone but I wanna know how it feels to emerge into that shit
@sumwrongwiddem Oh wow see that’s something I haven’t thought to do. I think I be scared of a bad trip so I try to stay stimulated w| music or tangible shit but I feel like my grandma probably got so much to say. She’s always sending me signs
I’ve had some excellent fwbs. We’ve fucked, ate, smoked, cuddled, laughed. No one got injured or hurt. No one lied. No one “wanted more” or felt slighted
@sumwrongwiddem My crazy ass talk to the sky on the regular 😭. Definitely a tear myself down & build me back up type thing. I feel so much clearer & loved when I come back. Separating me from everything else. Lighter.