Not Your Typical Hally

I can float but I can’t swim. IG: @hallysaddie

[Not Your Typical Hally @HallySaddie]

But why now, why when now am at the age that possibly can't never find another person to love me, why now you say all these things.

"cos now you have your own place, your own hse"

"go on, go find other man that can make you happy & you be happier"

[Not Your Typical Hally @HallySaddie]

Kalau nak cerita "kalau", aku skrg dah ada PhD, belajar kat Uni Chicago & accept marriage proposal Mat Saleh named Nate S.

Terus duduk U.S, kerja sana & dapat collect merch, g concert, visit hometown MJ bebila (sbb da dekat)

Tapi itu "kalau" aku accept semua peluang dulu

[Not Your Typical Hally @HallySaddie]

Kawin bukan utk puas anj ko je. Lelaki bani melayu kebanyakkan otak cetek gini.

Penyesalan seumur hidup. Sengkek, selekeh, sememeh, otak tak pandai.

Menyesal sangat

[Not Your Typical Hally @HallySaddie]

I am so used of being alone, it's addictive and dangerous - I don't like to deal w people unnecessarily & am more selective.

Being unbothered truly is freeing.

[Not Your Typical Hally @HallySaddie]

There are things I can't explained. Why do you keep suddenly appearing in my dreams - often sad, frustrated. Why are you haunting my dreams

[Not Your Typical Hally @HallySaddie]

Wot fancy way to go, a harsh reminder of a sod loser I am that I can't afford to live nor am too afraid to die jumpin off a building.

[Creepy.org @creepydotorg]

A suicide pod in a remote Swiss forest that was illegally used by an American woman.

[Not Your Typical Hally @HallySaddie]

Emotional eating has an egregious consequences

[Not Your Typical Hally @HallySaddie]

People assume I had it easy, must be nice to be "back" but lil they know the hefty price I had to pay to be reunited with my family - to be ostracised, never rewarded, kicked out from program, denied promotion. These things nobody want to talk/ see the injustices I had to endure

[• @Al__Quraan]

“Duniya is nothing but a beautiful lie”

— Al Qur’aan [3:185]

[Not Your Typical Hally @HallySaddie]

Adjusting the font size on your phone is hitting new kinda threshold

[Not Your Typical Hally @HallySaddie]

How do you know that you're broken?

When suddenly, the world feels like it's crashing down on you & you just cry.

It's hard to fight it - telling yourself there will be pot of gold at the end of the rainbows when all you have to do every, single, day, to survive - alone

[Not Your Typical Hally @HallySaddie]

If Jeter was Mariah's My All, mine would've been Mr S...If only have I accepted his marriage proposal, I be living in NY & having mixed kids now. Gosh, my Mr S looked so much like Jeter, both the young & current version. #theblueeyedthatIletgo

[Not Your Typical Hally @HallySaddie]

I ain't where I am cos of luck. It's work, determination & Allah's blessings when yall haters just keep the hate, lies & fakeness coming at me.

You shut doors, Allah opens a thousand more for mez

[Not Your Typical Hally @HallySaddie]

Tachycardia.

High heart rate even during resting.

:( I need to start writing my will.

[Anwar Ibrahim @anwaribrahim]

Menghadiri Mesyuarat Lembaga Tatakelola Dewan Kenegaraan, saya telah menyentuh beberapa perkara penting yang berkait rapat dengan usaha memperjuangkan pembaharuan dan memperkukuh amalan tadbir urus yang baik di semua peringkat.

Penekanan turut diberikan terhadap peranan golongan muda termasuk remaja dan belia dalam memahami serta menghayati kepentingan integriti, akauntabiliti dan kebertanggungjawaban dalam pentadbiran dan kepimpinan.

Usaha ini antara lainnya dilaksanakan melalui pendekatan strategik melibatkan Program Latihan Khidmat Negara (PLKN) dan bidang Latihan Teknikal dan Vokasional (TVET), dengan kerjasama Akademi Kenegaraan Malaysia (AKM) serta pelbagai pihak berkepentingan.

Adalah menjadi keutamaan untuk memastikan kesedaran mengenai nilai dan prinsip tatakelola terus dipupuk dan diperkasakan sejak usia muda.

Ini bukan sekadar membentuk individu berintegriti, tetapi juga melahirkan generasi pewaris kepimpinan negara yang mampu membawa aspirasi rakyat dengan penuh amanah dan profesionalisme.

#MalaysiaMADANI
#MADANIbekerja

[🔺meingl🔻 @meinmokhtar]

Geng nak kurus boleh pergi brisk walk dalam aircond.

[Not Your Typical Hally @HallySaddie]

Henceforth, it’s disgusting to discover a person whose image so-called clean & pious to others, has a dirty mind & sex maniac almost when logged onto the cyberspace. You can’t never win the debate “oh idk, the thing just showed up” Nope, it showed cos you been watching em.

[Not Your Typical Hally @HallySaddie]

One way to assess personality - look at what one has been watching on socmed. you are what you eat. Algorithms don’t lie. It learned & tracks the pattern of your media consumption. You clicked boobies, sexy, saucy women - it’ll keep suggesting those contents on your feed.

[Not Your Typical Hally @HallySaddie]

God, I tried. Honestly, everytime. Aku bertahan & bersabar setiap kali terluka. Aku pendam. Aku mengalah sebab kebabian kau yang taknak mengaku kalah. Aku tak pernah redha setiap sesen yg aku keluarkan utk setiap sen yang kau tidak & berkira untuk aku walau aku berhak .

[Not Your Typical Hally @HallySaddie]

Basikal sendiri, 20K, 15K satu boleh beli. Tak berkira sikit pun. Aku sebenarnya memang tawar hati, hanya bertahan demi anak sahaja & harap engkau berubah. tapi 17 tahun hidup aku ni kau gasak, tak pernah berubah takkanlah tiba akan jadi lain.

[Not Your Typical Hally @HallySaddie]

@mhmmdhsm bila lagi nk sensasi.