Why did I choose to allow this pain when Iβll only be able to be in a fraction of your journey? I wanted to be included in all of it, but life doesnβt always work out that way does it?
Why does it always feel like no one will ever care about me or love me the same amount I care and love them? Should I just stop trying? I honestly donβt think I could just stop smh... thatβs just not who I am π€·πΌββοΈ
If I told you how I really felt then that would mean the end and I just donβt think I could handle it.... but I really want to be more than just your friend
I only post on here because I know that what I post will never be seen by the people I should be telling these things too π€·πΌββοΈ #fuckfeelings#gottaventsomewhere#isthistoxic lol oh fucking well