@StaceyLStorey Even people at the hospital don't seem to understand the ridiculous rules now. Nothing makes sense now. Just glad I'm having him at home
@StaceyLStorey It's a huge worry because we have always used that as a marker to differentiate baby from Keilan. May be silly but it was reassurance. I hate scans they terrify me and not having Ben there for support is pretty shit. It's his baby too and he's sat at home waiting for news
@StaceyLStorey Honestly Ben's missing so much. Baby hasn't had the heart scan we normally have so it's worrying when you aren't getting the care after having a stillbirth x
@StaceyLStorey The only ones he's been allowed to have been private ones. It's a joke when you can meet your mates in a pub but are prevented from an essential binding experience with you baby. Can you imagine if you ever got bad news being alone. It's awful