A few months ago I was invited to play in the new season of Bingo Brawlers (Elden Ring bingo) and I’ve lost a lot of sleep and shed a lot of tears over how hard it was to train for it every day while seeing so many hate comments about how bad I am & don’t deserve the spot. I was losing most matches frustratingly and felt like the practice I’ve put it meant nothing
But yesterday I had what was probably my best game ever against one of the best players and I’m seeing so many people tell me it was one of the best bingo games they’ve ever seen period
I’m not proud of myself often and I tend to have insane imposter syndrome but after yesterday, I can sincerely say this is the most proud I’ve been of myself in a long time. I know my win record still isn’t good but I pushed myself to work extremely hard and do something that’s traumatized me in the past and I’ve really never been able to push past my fears and anxiety like this before
This might sound dramatic to those who don’t really know me but this seriously means a lot to me and has taught me a lot about what we can do despite resistances
& Thank you to the supporters who have believed in me from the start. Wouldn’t have been able to get through it without you guys🖤
Concept art from a pitched ‘BATMAN BEYOND’ animated film — by director Patrick Harpin and PD Yuhki Demers (‘Across the Spider-Verse’).
“Before we pitched, they warned us ‘there is absolutely no way we can do a Beyond movie’, but they loved our enthusiasm. We pitched the outline for the entire film, and what started as a 'never' turned into a 'maybe'.
Devastated to learn we've lost the brilliant Arleen Sorkin. Not just a wonderful talent, but a truly wonderful person. I'm grateful not only to have worked with her, but to have been her friend. 🙏 Sending my heartfelt condolences to her family & loved ones. 💔