if someone truly wants to speak to you, they will make the effort. if they want to be with you, they will act accordingly. if they want to fix things, they will show it through consistency.
don't ever let things be one sided.
It sucks being so messed up that you constantly need to be told that you’re wanted and why you’re wanted, but being too afraid to say you need to hear it constantly because you don’t want to be annoying or a pain or selfish.
The purest form of love is consideration. When someone thinks about how things would make you feel. Pays attention to detail. Holds you in regard when making decisions that could affect u. In any bond, how much they care about you can be found in how much they consider you.
i highly recommend you find yourself a clingy (healthy) lovey dovey partner who’s super excited about you. life is too short to spend it with someone who act like showing love is a chore