Premier is mental illness fuel. Sadistic. Listening to teamates cry about cheaters dissecting the game like a schizoid. Unruly. 35 games and my vocabulary has gone into the deep end. If you see anything just know a painful weight was on my shoulders, a burden few could handle.
Unpopular opinion: 99% of u should quit and do something useful IRL. You’re not going pro, your 8 hours a day of demo watching probably isn’t going to get you anywhere. Play for fun, enjoy life, have a plan, make some real money. CS is not your life. You’re not the 1% I promise.
Welp, this is some incredibly disturbing news.
In the middle of our 4 week mental health break, we have been abruptly disqualified from ESEA Advanced. We planned to miss a few games and return with a rekindled passion for the game we love, but I guess FACEIT and ESEA just don’t care about their player’s health.
I wouldn’t be surprised if this is what pushes one of our players over the edge, but I’ll let that weigh on the FACEIT team’s soul, not my own.
Done playing team CS forever after @prodbytmelks drunkenly gambled away his PC the night before the most important match of the season.
Not even funny anymore how unlucky I am with teammates. Like 15-20 teammates over the last 2 seasons seem chill and then I pick them up and they develop schizoaffective disorders. There’s probably some common denominator between them all but I’ll never figure it out.
Thank you to @bango_cs for subbing also @andrw_cs is a racist homophobe only played with him for the VRS core