@Fang_King7 Im not sure if you mean this in a literal sense of you donβt dream when you sleep or as in you canβt let your self dream for the future, one is way sadder than the other
I need to cancel next week's 1k Celebration and take next week as a break:
TLDR: I got one of my cancer screenings done, they found a mass, did a biopsy, turns out I have cancer again. Surgery costs alot, so I'll be switching to fewer streams(2-3 days a week) and taking on more work.
I have FAP(funny and unfortunate), specifically Gardner Syndrome, which makes me at a higher risk for other types of cancers and tumors, besides the one I already beat. I get routine screenings, this recent one was an ultrasound of my thyroid. They found a small mass, did a biopsy, turns out Thyroid Cancer.
My doctors discussed my options w/ me, since it's very small and it's the slow, non-aggressive type, I'm not in immediate danger, however I should get it removed asap. Currently, it's not something I can get rn, so I talked to my doctors and they can monitor it til I can afford it.
While getting this surgery is important, just know:
-The surgery is not major: I don't need to be hospitalized for it and can be back to normal activities right after.
-I feel fine, will be fine, and not stressed about having it. I don't want you to worry or stress over it either.
Lastly, don't feel like you need to donate, I appreciate people just enjoying the things I put out, whether it's streams, art, or other things I make. If you still want to support me in that way, I appreciate commissions and donations.