my biggest flaw is probably my sickening need to feel desired and also my attachment issues and my lack of self worth and fear of abandonment that makes me lose all self respect and also my willingness to forgive and forgive and forgive and forgive and forgive and
I need people to understand this because I'm not ungrateful, I just don't *feel* ok. And it's hard because other people can feel ok. I've felt ok before.
@riqsz5 Sleep, music, games, tv shows, movies, walking(not really avoid reality when walking but it’s actually a good method to deal with issues because of the effect nature has on the brain)
@mintykellyy People saying you can but it’s one of those things where you don’t get an honest answer back if you do ask, also if they secretly dislike you then they like you even less after and it’s hard to maintain any relationship after you’ve popped this question
“text me when you get home”
“drive/stay safe”
“call me if you wanna talk”
“stay a little longer”
“can I see you tonight?”
“I miss you”
*random calls
“I thought you might like … so I got it for you”
“… reminded me of you”