Give away the say of abuse cycle well . . Then . . Might need to be a bit smarter .
“ not that I’d ever be truly normal . I’d never get to be . . I however think if I say why I’d not be normal , you’d be weirded out . “
He liked how straight forward this man was actually . He was glad he was .
“ . . They’d say you are the ass . . ? “
A slight chuckle fell from his lips .
“ I like people who don’t hide themselves . A true face at the start should be seen . . If you just hide that and show -
"Why wanting to be normal? There are so many 'normal' people out here, we need more unique ones. As if I ever want to be associated with those boring ass folks out there. Tch. But you? You want that?"
It all later , you’ll loose a person you are already grafted to . Might as well lose someone at the start should. “:
He hummed softly .
“ I say normal as I’m not stuck in a revolving cycle my father created for me , my brothers and son . “
If the say of revolving doesn’t -
He’s staring at him , listening mostly but he was also just thinking to himself about it all . .
“ . . You won’t repeat them because I’m going home with the child when it is born . . . “
He spoke with a serious tone on that .
“ . . Not a permanent thing but till I know -
. . Till I know well nothing like this will happen again . . You didn’t need to protect those two . . They could have protected each other on their own . . “
His hand placed over his stomach .
“ Constantine is Aware . . He’s staying here just to keep an eye on you . . . -
Live that lie . . . You . . You are not your father and you do not need to act like him . . Your trauma doesn’t belong to be taken out on your children . . I know that well . . “
He hissed a bit , almost snarling .
“ you are loosing your Daughter . . And I support her . “
“ . . You and me both live the lives of the same outcome . . You did not have to cage her away like that . That’s inhumane . . You . . You made it so much worse . . I do not forgive you on that part . Hellhound and an alpha ? Please . She would have been fine . The only -
- doing in all this. I never meant to damage our children. I tried my hardest to protect them both and it felt like it was falling apart right in my hands and I lost all sense of judgment..”
Reason any alpha actually goes mad is because they are forced to cage themselves away like this . It turns into violent tendencies on themselves and others . . My son’s friend , he has tried to k*ll himself over stuff like that . Telling him what he can’t do and forcing him to -
This even if i did basically abuse my own child . . . I had an explanation of why . . Not a , my children will be better than their grandfather . "
He gave a sorta pathetic sounding laugh .
" They are your children Mikaela . . They are not toys . They are not robots . "
" . . Mikaela . . There should be an explanation . . . On why you are basically doing what my father did to me as a child to our kids . . " his head turned to stare at him from his shoulder .
His face was straight , but he was clearly frustrated .
" even I did better than -
Hearing the strained tone wasn’t a surprise to him, sighing softly to himself as he sat down in a chair close to the other.
“I uh.. I don’t know how to explain myself.. for everything that’s come out lately..”
He knew the others presence before he even spoke . .
" yes . . No need to worry about it . "
He didnt want to side on anyone's side at the second , however , his tone was definitely strained .
Mika had given up on his previous thoughts and made his way to the green house, offering Hyun a half smile upon seeing him there.
“Did you make your way here on your own?”