If you have the 38-28, the channel of struggle, it means that struggle is healthy for you. You will actually be in better shape, and less likely to get sick, if you have something to struggle with
Working on your kundalini is about posture. It resides in the spine. Chakras are about specific postural alignments and misalignements. A proper posture means a properly aligned spine, which means that the kundalini energy can properly pass through the spine
@gibbytarot accruing second degree damage? and yes, i do have certain people who share info + gossip on others with me, which i enjoy. i also tend to favor people sharing + opening up to me, tho i’m careful about what i share about myself, from experience. 12H swati merc
You need to be way more ruthless with pruning your noisy mannerisms of hedging for being misunderstood so you can transmit pure signal with language. This attracts respect and intelligence, because intelligent people want to be trusted with your actual message, not a diluted one.
Only way I got over this was exchanging the vanity of being understood for the vanity of glamour. You really can’t be glamorous, a world-building dream-weaving imagination-expander, if you shrink yourself to others’ minds and existing paradigms.
Relationally healthy people look for reciprocity and back off when they don’t sense it. Unhealthy/manipulative types keep going until they encounter explicit resistance, which takes advantage of weak boundaries. You have to apply the brakes for them.
@shrili_ i became obsessed with public vs private personas and who one is in both spaces. evolution of social media is fascinating to me
for this reason
@shrili_ 4H aqua saturn— i wanted to be like Atticus Finch after reading To Kill a Mockingbird in school bc he was characterized as being the same both at home and in public. wasn’t raised publicly but there was an aspect of lack of privacy, and
Magic is an aspect of everyday life only its self-evidence is obscured by rote and habit which creates a strong impression of ordinariness. Someone who is vital enough can be inspired by anything ordinary because a small thing can lead to much bigger realisations about reality.
fascinating to evaluate how much of my tiredness can be influenced by my assumptions about the gradient of difficulty of the tasks I have semiconsciously committed myself to