do you ever sabotage your own free time? like wtf is that about? i want to play this game or read or do something specific but instead i will just stare out the window or scroll mindlessly???
It’s all over. World Cup over , Wimbledon over. Nothing to distract you but the terrifying reality of your own thoughts now. Never mind, it’ll be autumn soon where everything dies.
that's what I keep saying. watch Fight Club. watch James Bond. watch Into the Wild. you'll start acting like the main character and over time adapt certain traits as your own. you're brainwashing yourself for a better life. use movies, but use them delicately.