Qué enfermizo es perder a alguien a quien querías tanto. De repente solo sientes un vacío enorme, ganas de llorar, de dormir todo el día, dejas de tener hambre, te sientes agotada, enfadada, triste y, sobre todo, muy sola
I never wanted someone so bad who doesn’t want me the slightest… keep praying to god to heal that void, that want & need of you but it’s starting to feel like it’s doing the opposite 😔
They say I cut them off out of nowhere?
Let me tell you something. People who can't take accountability will always act like you just walked away for no reason. But the truth is, you gave them chance after chance, told them what needed to change, and they kept hurting you. Or maybe they did something really ugly in a sneaky way, and now they pretend it never happened. So when you finally protect yourself and walk away, suddenly you're the bad guy. But here's the thing they know exactly why they got cut ott.
It's just easier for them to pretend they had nothing to do with it.
You can hide. You can disappear. You can ignore every message and convince yourself that silence is enough.
But I bet you can't stand in front of me, look me in the eyes, and tell me you hate me. Tell me to leave you alone. Say it where I can see it in your face.
Until that day comes, your silence isn't closure... it's avoidance.
Me duele tanto el corazón. Me duele de una forma que no sé explicar, como si hubiera una parte de mí que no entiende que no estás aquí; pero yo sigo buscándote en los silencios, en las noches largas, en esos momentos en los que quisiera contarte algo y recuerdo que ya no puedo.
Las dos perdimos, aunque nadie lo diga en voz alta.
Dejamos ir un amor que no se repite, que no se encuentra dos veces en la vida.
Tu lo buscarás en otros brazos y yo no volveré a dar tanto de mí en esta vida. 🌧️