Big Brother of shedtwt 🏳️‍⚧️

18!!✨
I am Dr. Crow
ill be your older sibling if you want me to 🩷

[Big Brother of shedtwt 🏳️‍⚧️ @InnocentLoafie]

@sereneposture my condolences

[Big Brother of shedtwt 🏳️‍⚧️ @InnocentLoafie]

@bloodyingX3 Queer 😭

[Big Brother of shedtwt 🏳️‍⚧️ @InnocentLoafie]

@erutluCretnuoC @Provokethoughtz You too. :)

[Big Brother of shedtwt 🏳️‍⚧️ @InnocentLoafie]

@erutluCretnuoC @Provokethoughtz Also, thank you for listening to me and trying to help instead of shaming, blaming, or being harsh. I appreciate it :)

[Big Brother of shedtwt 🏳️‍⚧️ @InnocentLoafie]

@erutluCretnuoC @Provokethoughtz I'll find him one way or another. And if not by my hand, I do hope the devil finds him.

[Big Brother of shedtwt 🏳️‍⚧️ @InnocentLoafie]

@erutluCretnuoC @Provokethoughtz I know. One of my rapists lives in my block. if it weren't for legal reasons, I would have busted him up by now

[Big Brother of shedtwt 🏳️‍⚧️ @InnocentLoafie]

@erutluCretnuoC @Provokethoughtz Every day I look at my body. I'm disgusted.

Don't get me wrong
I LOVE women
They're beautiful and strong. I admire them
But I don't see myself as one.
It hurts seeing a female body on me. Sometimes, I wish I wasn't trans.
It's not a choice. If I could. I'd stop and be a woman.

[Big Brother of shedtwt 🏳️‍⚧️ @InnocentLoafie]

@erutluCretnuoC @Provokethoughtz They dropped it
Little evidence
I didn't know him

[Big Brother of shedtwt 🏳️‍⚧️ @InnocentLoafie]

@erutluCretnuoC @Provokethoughtz I've dealt with depression since 10, acts of self harm (biting, scratching, falling on purpose since 8)
Suicide attempts
Severe anxiety and paranoia, PTSD, ADHD and autism.

And I'm alive at 18.

What about that isn't persistent, strong.

[Big Brother of shedtwt 🏳️‍⚧️ @InnocentLoafie]

@erutluCretnuoC @Provokethoughtz It's not a trauma response. I've wanted to be a man before I got raped, and after

[Big Brother of shedtwt 🏳️‍⚧️ @InnocentLoafie]

@erutluCretnuoC @Provokethoughtz Listen, I like being seen as a man. It's not purely trauma. I want to be seen as strong, as a man, as responsible. As worthy. As mature.

I want to be a MAN I need not to justify

[Big Brother of shedtwt 🏳️‍⚧️ @InnocentLoafie]

@QHadron @GruncleStan56 @Provokethoughtz what the fuck are you on about?

[Big Brother of shedtwt 🏳️‍⚧️ @InnocentLoafie]

@erutluCretnuoC @Provokethoughtz Because I got raped multiple times by the time I was 6
Because I didn't like being a girl
How society treated me
The unfairness
I hated the stereotypes
I didn't want kids
And because I'm constantly shamed for what happened to me
Plus, I just hate being seen as a girl

[Big Brother of shedtwt 🏳️‍⚧️ @InnocentLoafie]

@thebeanboi13 I am so sorry you had to get that. That is a horrible person.
If you want, I could repost and let people know to report that person. Unless they've already been reposted and that's already been done. Here for ya! 💪

[Big Brother of shedtwt 🏳️‍⚧️ @InnocentLoafie]

@GruncleStan56 @Provokethoughtz No, but if the baby grows up to be gay would you still still support your child?

[Big Brother of shedtwt 🏳️‍⚧️ @InnocentLoafie]

@erutluCretnuoC @Provokethoughtz My grandfather and father were strict republicans. And I wanted to switch genders at 6 without knowing what transgender was, and my first crush was also at 6 to a girl!! Wow! Mind blowing 😰

[Big Brother of shedtwt 🏳️‍⚧️ @InnocentLoafie]

@unklestinky @north0fnorth @grok You are so fucking disgusting...

[Big Brother of shedtwt 🏳️‍⚧️ @InnocentLoafie]

I chickened out and didn't 😔

[Big Brother of shedtwt 🏳️‍⚧️ @InnocentLoafie]

Seeing if I can tint the water with blood while I cut in it. Updates soon!!

[Big Brother of shedtwt 🏳️‍⚧️ @InnocentLoafie]

Seeing if I can tint the water with blood while I cut in it. Updates soon!!

[Big Brother of shedtwt 🏳️‍⚧️ @InnocentLoafie]

@Ripley49952702 @Kimz620 @RossKneeDeep PREACH!!