Passive suicidal ideation is feeling so emotionally drained that you stop imagining a future for yourself. You still laugh, work and exist like everyone else, but beneath the surface, you're fighting a heaviness you don't know how to put into words.
I want the old me back, the version of myself who felt excited about life, laughed without forcing it, had energy for the little things, and didnβt feel so disconnected from everything. I know Iβm still somewhere in here, but lately I havenβt felt like myself at all. I miss that person, and I hope I find my way back to me.
Functional depression is real. You wake up, you go to work, you joke around, you laugh, you show up, you take care of everyone around you, you say you're fine, you stay busy to distract yourself, but mentally you're spiraling out of control, drowning in your own thoughts.
Depression and anxiety can fuck you up so badly that you stop living for yourself. Youβre just staying alive because your mother would never recover from losing you and your pet wouldnβt understand why you never came home.
Passive suicidal ideation is when you're not necessarily planning to end your life, but you're so tired of living through the same pain that sometimes you wish you could simply disappear, stop feeling everything, and find peace from a world that feels unbearably heavy.
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