Be kind to yourself and remember that you are always worthy of a kind and gentle love, but you may not yet be equipped to receive and reciprocate the kind of love that you deserve.
Stay indoors. But also return in person. Wear a mask. Not that one. The expensive one, that you can’t find. Take rapid tests. Which you also can’t find. But if you find them, don’t buy them. Rapid tests don’t work. You need PCR. There are zero appointments in your area.