The first and most ancient knowledge man learnt was that, one day, he would die.
The primordial sin of man was the murder of another.
The original trespass against divine order itself, man's introduction to death.
All thoughts, all reevaluation, all pondering, all philosophizing came as a result of that singular act.
From the act of knowing death, from having learnt the concept of ending.
And when man knew death, consequently, he also wished to know himself.
Death gave birth to time.
Time gave birth to thought.
Thought gave birth to consciousness.
Consciousness gave birth to separation.
Separation gave birth to forgetfulness.
Forgetfulness gave birth to memory.
Memory gave birth to dreams.
Dreams gave birth to vision.
Vision gave birth to inspiration.
Inspiration gave birth to beauty.
Beauty gave birth to love.
Love gave birth to meaning.
Death gave birth to meaning.
Death gave birth to life.
your vital potential as a man is your resilience and the flexibility of your regenerative potential btw
high vitality is:
- being able to be in a high performance state whether you eat pure ice cream or only meats
- being able to do all the drugs you want and still be okay
- capacity for high performance in incapacitated states
- never being sick despite whatever dietary punishment you put your body through
- consistent high energy and flow despite any other factor
- low feelings of anxiety, and never feeling anxious due to health reasons, but only in relation to work performance, and even then anxiety is always just a fuel for greater output rather than a hinderance
- capacity for individuality, ability to stand alone
- confrontation over appeasement
- domination over submission
- glory over fame
thus
if you need to micromanage your health, then you aren’t vital but fragile
if you need a bunch of sugar to feel good, then you aren’t vital but fragile
if drugs make you very lazy or give you anxiety and panic attacks, then you aren’t vital but fragile
vitality is the regenerative potential
it is how much you can bend and flex and withstand without breaking a sweat
the most vital state of man is not a neurotic micro manager tracking his health on a watch and only eating plant based and tracking all his health markers and being very careful with everything - that is the antithesis of vitality, neurotic and anxious care and micromanaging of self and how you’re perceived is the meaning of fragility
the most vital state of man is wilderness, as if he was plucked out of nature - it is a man who can eat anything and sleep anywhere and wake up and fight 4 bandits before breakfast while thinking little of it
in terms of my purpose and my philosophy
technovitalism is man leveraging technology to expand the human form, to discover the highest possible states, a state of pure vitality
transhumanism is man being leveraged by technology to escape the human form, to run away from the broken diminished states, a state of pure fragility
women have a much deeper capacity for loyalty
men have a much deeper capacity for honor
they rhyme, but aren’t fully the same
a woman is honorable out of loyalty
a man is loyal out of honor
a woman without loyalty will never be honorable - a man without honor will never be loyal
the integration of the masculine instinct of honor in woman is contingent on her innate capacity of loyalty
and vice versa in man, the integration of the feminine instinct of loyalty being entirely contingent on the capacity for his innate capacity of honor
I know this to be true empirically, as I have observed it many times
women only fully blossom in the highest states of loyalty and men only fully blossom in the highest states of honor
every single woman craves to be the support system of a man greater than her, that is the innate relational desire of feminine nature
it is the state in which women are most happy, and in which they feel themselves become something greater than themselves, a higher purpose, because it activates the motherly instinct
any woman that cannot play support inevitably becomes bitter and sour, the tell of every feminist ox that believes they are independent of man is that their entire philosophy is based on man - for even in distancing herself from man, woman can never escape her desire to be his support - that is why feministic independence is not a philosophy as much as it is simply a reaction towards man, it is the psychological motion of the denial of her most innate desire - unable to play support, she becomes frustrated and bitter that she must play her own sense of man
for woman is not a conqueror, not a fighter, not a tycoon, not a domineering force - for it is antithetical to her innate nature
she can play all those things, but she will never be the - for it is never who she is in her truest state of self
it is the supreme pleasure of woman to experience herself performing intense loyalty - other men will all be naturally repellant - to even just confide in another man for advice in such a state will naturally feel like betrayal and disgust
in such a state she will defend anything, he can commit murder and she will support him, he can go to prison and she will spend 12 hours every weekend taking the train back and forth
it makes her feel powerful the greater her loyalty is - it is what marks her feminine potential, and what proves her power above other women
likewise all these things are the same for men, but with honor - honor is what separates man from other men, what separates the great from the weak
it is through honor that man finds himself, through honor that courage comes, through honor that competence is forged - all greatness and potency in man flows through honor, just like all weakness and impotence flows through dishonor
in heightened states of honor man will take every burden of the world upon himself - as that is his honor, his masculine potential, what proves his power above other men
honor is not something you can write about, not something you can posture or simply signal
like loyalty, honor is only something that can be experienced - it is force in effect, it is gravity of cause - it is the measure of spirit in man
in any lower state of man it is always the case that he does not feel honored, and thus true honor as a man is not to ever posture yourself as a mentor above others, but as a brother that lifts them
that’s why I tell you every coach, guru, blogger, they are all dishonorable idols to be thrown into the ground and shattered
the supremacy of the guiding man is never to sit and honor himself while pretending to help others
the supremacy of man in his guiding state is to unapologetically clap and cheer for their loved ones in public while nobody is clapping yet, as to honor others is to guide them
thus
all decay and supremacy in woman is a direct reflection of her capacity of loyalty
all decay and supremacy in man is a direct reflection of his capacity of honor
ive never blown a single prop firm challenge.
the only time it happened it was because i didn't reach the profit target in 30 days. (OGs will remember this era)
after almost 8 years i swear ive never met one single XAUUSD trader consistently make money trading
"Gold only" tarders are literally all larpers, liars and retarded
Idk why but unprofitable traders always end up trading Gold its literally a running gag in Montreal