Self-love is the hardest chapter in your life to uncover. There’s so many dimensions to loving every part of you. Accepting your flaws and how they tie into your beauty. Letting go of old habits created by toxic behavior. Bringing in the new, the growth, and lastly, the love.
i don't know how to explain what i'm feeling right now. all i can say is that it hurts, everything hurts. my heart feels so heavy that all i wanted is cry. i want to rest but i don't know what rest i'll take.
you can continue to feel sad & subject yourself to the disappointment you feel from people who have shown you repeatedly that they do not have the capacity necessary to support you OR you can realign yourself with people who have all the capacity to support you. your choice.
Its's RAW AF seeing yourself become a new person. You ain't tolerating the same bs, you don't fw people the same, you've gotten closer with your inner you, you focused on your goals, you taken better care of yourself.
You deserve a healthy love with someone who sees you, hears you, understands you, appreciates you, supports you, and loves you. Someone who is consistent, communicates clearly, and creates a calm safe space to heal, grow and bloom together. A love you never have to heal from.